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Stupid blood drive.... Ashley convinced me to participate in school. It wasn't the pain from the needle that mattered... it was the aftermath. I felt so fucking sick I wanted to hang myself. It was short lived, but still...
I was told I'm even quieter than usual these past few days. Why? I've just got too much on my mind now. I keep thinking about ( Read more... )
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As for Gabriel... I'm not mad at you. Yeah, I was freaked out... but I'm not mad at you. None of that was your fault... you couldn't control it. At least he doesn't come around often...
You know what I think? Gabriel came around after your mother passed away. I'm not professional, but I think that trauma cauzed the personality split. There's you... the part that's trying to cling to sanity and save yourself from sinking into madness... not to mention trying to be the person your mother wanted you to be. Then there's Gabriel... the side that is so full of anger and hatred that he just doesn't give a damn anymore. His heart turned cold and his feelings numb... he can't feel anymore. Maybe... just maybe... if you spent more time trying to let go of that anger you keep trapped inside and find a way to make yourself feel a little better, maybe you can get rid of Gabriel. It's worth a try, isn't it?
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