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[xxmorbid_soulxx]

I'm bored as all hell... and this is my first fucking entry in this damn journal. I'm not even sure why I made one... it's so pointless really. At least for me it is. The most interesting this I've done is hope around and read other people's lj's... I don't have anything else to do really. I've already taken care of my work, so all that's left is

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[bakuraslover]

Listen hun, you can't blame yourself for that shit... you got held up and couldn't make it to the store before your mom got home, so she went herself. You didn't kill her, ok? Don't say you did... it was an accident. And your mom wouldn't want you to feel that way. How is she going to rest in peace knowing that her son feels like he's the one that killed her?

And as for your dad, fuck him. He didn't know how to handle the situation, and needed someone to blame. But what I think is that if he's so focused on blaming you and making you feel like you did it, then maybe it's to make him feel better because what he really feels is that the fault is his own. He doesn't even deserve to be called a father. He's more fucked up than you think you are, so don't let him hurt you like that. There are people here who care about you, me being one of them. When you feel like everything is closing in on you, just remember that you're not alone, Kai. I said I wasn't going to leave you alone, and I meant it.