needsNOTwants

[xxmyownasylum]

I left my conscience like a crying child
locked the door behind me put the pain on file
broken like a window I see my blindness now

I need love
not some sentimental prison
I need God
not the political church
I need fire
to melt this frozen sea inside me
I need love

Comments

[_pistachio]

i need God.
not the political church.

my yearning for Him is gone.
i still pray and study and all..
but the whole him on my mind
every moment of the day is gone..

my church is being weird.

[_pistachio]

guess it just shows me being weak in my faith. goody.

[xxmyownasylum]

not necessarily. it's only normal to have more things than just god on your mind because you're young. there's still more things to know and explore. & if you truely would like your faith to grow more strong again, than it will. he hears your thoughts.

but... after all, who am i to give advice about god when i hardly know him myself.