I realised I have loads of bodyshop stuffs. Well it seem loads to me because I never had so many beauty products from the same brand. But the funny thing is that today is the first time I bought myself a bodyshop product, a new blusher because I dropped mine in Sasa and it splattered all over the floor but the salesgirl was nice to clean it up. I ( Read more... )

Is looks everything?
Are people that cruel with their intentions?
Too selfish perhaps?
Do feelings not overcome everything else?
And does it fade that fast?

Saturday was spent lazily by the shallow pool and in the jacuzzi with water that smells like chicken soup because there was a kid in it before. Then played The Game Of Life while eating Macdonalds ( Read more... )

*peeks at my pevious entry*
shit my english sucks. i dont give a shit ok. im talking on msn.
*runs and hides*

I dont get it! Why everyone is working except me....It's not like my family is richer than yours (single parented), its not like I spend more than you (mala hayati or valerie), in fact I've been much more holidays than most in a year (with exceptional for Alwyn, btw that cost lots of money Kl & BKK), my mom is always complaining I spend too much ( ( Read more... )

Hinted to the man that I wanted to go Malaysia for a holiday. His reply was "see how". SEE HOW? That means it is impossible! :'( I wanna go on a holiday!!! I WANT I WANT. ok shut up.


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Today I went for my operation. It was pretty cool, like i breathed in the gas mask and i was knocked out in 2 seconds! I wish that they can pierce my tongue or something while I was unconscious.

I want, I need, I MUST GO ON A HOLIDAY

oh how spoilt haha

Went to meet TJ at 430am yesterday. I asked him to come and he really came. I do not know what he is up to. Sometimes he act like an asshole sometimes he act so sincere. So I felt a bit guilty for tricking him yesterday. And the stupidest thing is that he just came to say hi and bye. We drove to a carpark, talked for 10 minutes and he dropped me ( Read more... )

I realised that the human race is scary. People whom you think are so true to you can be fake after I seen what I have done. I did not know how I managed to say all those words. It is really not me to do that. Now I am beginning to wonder who is true to me and who is not. I should turn lesbian. Coz I trust girls. Or maybe a animaldophile. Whatever ( Read more... )

Guess Im out of reclusion (thanks for the English CJS) and regaining back my life again ( Read more... )