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[xxninecloudxx]

Hmmm...so let's recap! Yesterday was very weird and kinda sad. First off I had two tests and a quiz. Then, on the way to John's service I saw a horrible accident. It was this crunched up pickup and the guy was still inside with a neck brace on. They were trying to get him out and I had to watch the whole thing cuz they stopped traffic and I

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[satsumafutant]

What you did for that dog was courageous. Wow. Sorry to hear about your friend, here's hoping I won't have to go through the experience, even though, with the way I've been feeling lately, it'd be others that would be coming to MY funeral. I'm so glad that you're happy and I love you.

Take it easy,
Curtis

[satsumafutant]

Sorry sweetie, this week has been intense. If you read my journal entry about the play about being w/ Cat, you know what happened and well, that feeling of being wanted, comfortable and being treated like I'm not the exemption to the rule of being happy, it dweeled on me, it's like that alcoholic trying to get sober and decides, since he's been doing so well, to have a drink to celebrate and falls back into the abyss. I fell into the abyss and it made me so depressed that between that, not getting any sleep and feeling some intense longing, I startd thinking suicidal thoughts. I'm better now because I figured that if Cat really felt anything for me, one, I would have heard from her by now (have not) and two, she would have at least made an attempt to leave her boyfriend (not happening or else I would have known already) so, I just need to continue the fight to find a substitute for her. Sorry for scaring you. I love you very much! My birthday is next Thurs., I'll be 19! I wish we could celebrate it together! You should call me if you