love
n.1. A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness ( Read more... )

i miss a ton of you. there are not enough days in the week and then my parents spring this really morbid "family day" on me. i narrowed it down a little to maybe brunch on sunday or something along the lines of a quick meal. my exuse for this week is that we have already planned a family day and that is on thursday. they are smarter than that and ( Read more... )

awesome weekends should not lead into shitty weeks. tomorrow still looks promising. another good weekend and another shitty week lay ahead of me. mini bikes and uncountable knat bites under bridges. you exceeded my expectations. today? you are so predictable.
biking+goodwill+tacobell add up for it, i guess. okay, so two dresses and cheesy fiesta ( Read more... )

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i am happy until i think. i dont know where i went at the beginning of this year, but i was left with this analytical brain and everything that goes with it and it scares me. i would rather be alone for most of the time because i dont like being told how drunk you were this weekend or listening to things that dont matter and feeling like i know ( Read more... )

cc county meet, palmetto, yesterday. &last meet with jv and varsity all together, which sort of sucks. i got my pr and DID NOT puke. acid reflex was in my favor last night. top seven go to districts, regionals. lakewood’s course is hell. i am rewarded. shirts with horses and a dino. rawr.

report card did not completely suck either. so i get to go ( Read more... )

howl o scream tonight. this weekend looks fun. oh and i am not waking up at seven to run 1000's. no, i am not. this week i have been rushing around and desperately trying to obtain anything extra credit before the quarter is over. it is, now, and i feel empty in the best way. i need to develop my film from homecoming. this weekend, probably.

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hello darkness, my old friend,
ive come to talk with you again,
because a vision softly creeping,
left its seeds while i was sleeping,
and the vision that was planted in my brain
still remains
within the ( sound of silence )

saturday, third cc meet. all was good until i got excited & i just COULD NOT wait until the finish line to puke, so i subsequently threw up while running the last loop. i should wait to eat next time.

i loved saturday anyways. he is the closest thing to perfect and everything was amazing. i love you. the mall is not close to main street! maybe ( Read more... )

i have that feeling in me like ive murdered someone. maybe something.

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