it is unreal that i get to sleep in tomorrow and dont have to learn about the circulatory system (thanks zalo)
that i have summer homework that i am actually making two entries in twenty four hours
that she doesnt think an apology is needed that were going to the one place i feel most alive at
that i didnt get sunburnt today& that he tells me these ( Read more... )

we're in. that decision owned my summer. thats not all there is to it and i cant stop worrying. jesus christ.

its already been added. were going to knock down the best. hello, stranger

well she wants to be the queen
and she thinks about her scene pulls her hair back as she screams
"i dont really want to be the queen"

I havent had one of these days in awhile, and frankly it caught me by surprise. I finally know how you feel sometimes. or a fraction of it. maybe all our stories arent one sided. my only consulation is knowing that you get it. probably more than you should. i know you cant always make people feel better by trying to make them laugh. now i know ( Read more... )

im sitting in my living room with my bathing suit bottoms on and the door open. im really cold and i want to go run sixteen 200's. i miss that.

i want to go do something. and to be dynamic. i am tired of counting days and feeling sorry for people when they dont stand up for themselves. today i kept a site up i wasnt using just so i could listen ( Read more... )

uh, i'm not a rockstar but i still tend to rock hard ( Read more... )

last week was amusing. this weekend was fun. im supposed to be answering questions on an african movie and i have four homework assignments and a take home test due. im procrastinating. and im happy and its not bothering me very much.
yesterday i sat through three church services of the same thing. i didnt mind and i got a free shirt. ive got total ( Read more... )

how one person has the power to change everyones perception of another will always be a mystery to me. its so hard to sit back and watch my reputation go to hell. i never wanted to be caught up in their mistake.
i want my life back.
i miss a lot of things.
and no, my virginity isnt one of them. ive still got that. sorry to take away your story of ( Read more... )

spring break was fun and all the days faded together leaving me wondering when everything happened. im glad it went by so fast. i missed him, alkaline trio, and noodles. kudos to nikki for getting me some. and the valentines day card. you cut to the core of me.
i usually hate my birthday. but this year i didnt get any surprise parties. im just happy ( Read more... )

trying to write in here more often has not been effective. ive been busy and i havent been home for more than an hour with the exception of sleeping. i like it better this way and thankfully my report card did not reflect this. our power went out last night and i took a shower and did math homework in the dark.
trackmeet in lakewood today and i ( Read more... )

ive been very happy lately. these past three weekends have been fun, also. but i am sure anything is as opposed to laying on my floor and listening to fevers & mirrors on repeat for six weeks. that and running sets of my endorphins. which i havent done for two weeks because i miraculously twisted my ankle without realizing it. i am incredibly ( Read more... )