love

[xxongal]

'Love doesn't ask many questions because if we stop to think we become fearful. It's an inexplicable fear' it's difficult even to describe it. Maybe it's the fear of being scorned, of not being accepted, or of breaking the spell. It's ridiculous, but that's the way it is. That's why you don't ask - you act. As you've said many times, you have to

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[explosionzhou]

haha..should i take this advice?

[xxongal]

haha, well, it's your choice whether or not to take the advice. maybe you could read this book? i borrowed it and i'm done reading it already. could lend it to you.

sighs. actually, with all the mortality thrust in my face for the whole of 2010 and now the start of this year, it made me really ponder.

and i think of D. why yes, i am not exactly absolutely sure of how i feel towards him. but somehow, i feel that, if i still do feel for him come May, i would most likely tell him.

not in hope that anything will happen, but more so for myself. that i will never live with the regret of wondering.

but with that said, we will see how things are come May.

[explosionzhou]

on one hand, you dont want to regret. on the other you know you're gonna face a problem, a dilemma, a struggle if it is mutual especially if he doesn't share your faith. and you KNOW that there will be a large chunk of you that he will not come to understand or refuse to.

and it hurts you and it bothers you.

sometimes i wonder if i should've controlled myself even more initially so that nobody knows it's mutual.

[xxongal]

sighs. yes, it hurts and it bothers.
and the wondering.

[anonymous]

谢谢你，干得好！这是东西，我得有。.

[xxongal]

请问你是谁？

[katewangfang]

Like!

[xxongal]

haha, thanks! :) i really like this author