i want a baby so bad.im getting depressed over it, grr. but on the other hand..i found someone who really makes me happy..and i finally expressed how i felt toward them and i found the feelings were more than mutual. and all i find myself doing is smiling when i think about it ( Read more... )

i wish this loneliness would subside bc its driving me insane. i dont know what to do with myself sometimes. i have so much love to give and no one to give it to. i guess, i COULD give it to someone but the only one i want..belongs to someone else ( Read more... )

i am so low right now, i need someone to come and dig me out of my hole. i want something i cant have and im in love with someone who shows no mutual feelings AND has a girlfriend. i dont know what to do any more and i feel so fucking alone in this world and i bet i could scream and no one would hear me. ive been crying all day and talking to my ex ( Read more... )

its beautiful today. its days like this that make life worth the smile. last night was terrible though. thank god for my mom. i love her so much. she talked to me and made me laugh. im lucky to have my mom as a best friend. most people dont have that type of relationship with their parents. its sad ( Read more... )

ok so i have officially come to the conclusion that i am beyond lonely and it sux. i was on my way home yesterday and was crying bc it hit me so hard how sad i am and how much i want someone to love. or more like someone to love me. it was so much worse when we had arrived at LAX and i was standing there at baggage claim and there was this couple ( Read more... )

tomorrow is it! im going to st. thomas for a week. i am so stoked its not even funny! but im dreading the flight because its going to take foreeever to get there!! 13 hours. yeah thats right beotches...i have to sit on a plane for that long...gay. but anyhow..kimmy<3 my love, and kendra are HOPEFULLY supposed to come down today to see me one last ( Read more... )

people need to get a life. it really makes me upset and its disappointing when people who are adults, or at least to the age in which they shud be mature, act like complete children. people can be so childish and malicious, just to hurt someones feelings. only so they can feel better about themselves. and alot of the time, this happens to my ( Read more... )