well its been a wile so here i go um saterday was 9 months for me and athena we went to the movies to see oceans 12 that was a really good movies than on sunday i had to go x mas shopping so we went to the indoor swap meet i got all my shopping dona and also addes to my knife collection so im happy....monday i didnt go to school i ditched and ended ( Read more... )

Im done with all this bullshit i quit im tierd of everything im feed up with it i quit everything that i have ever busted my ass for im tired of busting my ass day after day after day after day after day after day ,im just tired of it i dont want anything to do with what i have been doing any longer its not worth it to me i quit and its over

well yesterday was mine and athenas 8 month anervisry thats was really kool now that you think about it, its like damn holy shit iv been with her for that long without eather one of us killing the other. i never would of thought 8 months ago thats i would still be with her and love her as much as i do now. but yeah 8 months together thursday was ( Read more... )

lets see yesterday i didnt plan on going anywere but i get a call about 5 ant its tyler saying "bryan come trick or treating with me i want candy" i was like OK so we ended up trick of treating around his house than came back to my my house and went around here we didnt hit the mother load but its good enough for me i didnt even really want to go i ( Read more... )

well lets see im still sick as hell im starting to get a little better now that the doc has be preaty well druged up...they had to give me a shot the doc. gave me one twice or three time the dosage that the normaly give people so yeah hopefully ill be fine here in a couple of days i hope i well be cuz i really need to see athena though i cant kiss ( Read more... )

well lets see im so fucking sick right now i havent ate or drank anything in about 2 days now i have had a fever of about 102/103 i couldnt get out of bed at all and on top of all that iv been throwing up for the past two days and its only been stomach acid cuz i havent been able to eat anything but yeah im going to the doctors here around 730 or ( Read more... )

ok well friday i ended up getting myself into some deep shit actully its not all that bad i just hate woundering about it waiting to find something out. being worried and waiting arnt the two best things to have on your mind when you stressed but anyways i think that everything well be fine i just hope i well know here for sure myself her soon ( Read more... )

well lets see right now i dont know how the hell im feeling right now im feeling so many diffrent emotions right now i mean im pissed im worried im scared im confuesed im like love sick i mean damn i really dont know what the hells wrong with me right now. iv been feeling like this ever sence this morning and i just really dont know what to do all ( Read more... )

well lets see its been a wile sence i have updated this thing well nothins really been going on. i have been really busy with football and school so i really dont have very much free time. and whatever little free time i have i try to see athena as much as possable because of those of u who dont know she got into L.V.A. for this year and with her ( Read more... )

well i got some bad news and some good. today was one of the worst days and one of the best days in my life. first the bad news well today carmona my coach he sent me down to jv so im no longer a varsity fooball player but he said to just go down to j.v. and if someone gets injerd or if they make it to the playoffs they well bring me back up to ( Read more... )