im a big girl now
i drove a car today!

i was going to write down what happened yesterday evening but
there is no possible way to describe those feelings
there is no possible way for anyone to understand how everyone felt.
really the only thing i could say is i've never been so hysterical in my life.

the other day i had this genius idea ( Read more... )

i've been having nightmares for about a week now.
the other night was strange i had a "dream" that there were ghosts in my house and i woke up thinking that god was telling me believe in him, and i was thinking "oh shit i need a bible, i have to go to church this sunday!"

i have to learn 3 disney songs by this thursday, so i should go work on

i dont like some of the classes that i picked but i was running out of ideas.
why must we need a gym credit to graduate!?!

novels
english 12
hospitality mgt.(2hrs)
sociology
history ap
college notetaking
web design
individual spts.

i like taking long drives with jeremy.
i like to talk to him.
i can be my complete self around him, and i love that.
i can be weird because i know he's equally weird.

is it normal to fantasize about different ways you could die, and wonder what the people around you would do if your blood was splattered all over their faces? im serious, dont you ever think about that?

my mom gave jeremy a haircut last night, and i LOVE it. no more long hair. =D

last night jeremy and i went up to mjr to see the zodiac. when we were buying the tickets two 14/15 year old girls started beating the shit out of eachother outside, and they both fell down the stairs. they were fighting for a good 2 minutes, and they got pretty bloody. anyways, zodiac was a long but VERY VERY good movie. god, jake gyllenhaal is so

my grandparents finally gave me my x-mas gifts. and i got some visa gift cards [70 ( Read more... )