Comments | xxphoenix: get off on this, jesus christ.

xxphoenix

get off on this, jesus christ.

Apr 13, 2005 10:11

life is being more & more frustrating.

a couple of nights ago was by far the worst day of these past few years. yes, ever since my father left i've been recouperating; ever since his five-minute return on monday night i've been nothing but a shell of what i was. i thought it was over, really i did. i think i thought i'd gotten away from all the ( Read more... )

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x_spagg_x April 13 2005, 15:27:38 UTC

...

I wish there were something I could do for you, sweetie...

...I'm useless right now for you...

xxphoenix April 23 2005, 05:05:51 UTC

so am i.

ruggerchic April 15 2005, 00:57:02 UTC

Odel if you ever need to get away and you can't ask your mom for help please please call me.

xxphoenix April 23 2005, 05:06:05 UTC

thanks...a lot...

anonymous April 21 2005, 23:24:16 UTC

i have four and a half weeks of school left.4 and a half weeks.
thats soo cool
hope your 420 rocked
mine was good, though in the "I quit 2 weeks ago" sort of way.
lifes been interesting lately.
I have realized that (right now) i have no motivation to live.none.
my motivation WAS have annother fun time with friends, motivation for love and a boyfriend, and motivation to smoke tons of weed.
now all of that motivation is completely lost
then, what am i waiting for?
not that certian shade of green anymore
not that crazy little thing called love
i have nothing
my friends are loosing thier sense of balance
i am regaining mine in a very new sort of way
all i can say is, what am i waiting for?
nothing, theres nothing to wait for
everyday seems to go by faster.
it seems like the same moment in my monotonus lifestyle of this BORING-ASS APRIL seems closer. 24 hours seem like one hour now.
its all too fast. life is speeding
i want to discuss something with you
something when your even tempered and not high
anyway
see you this summer
~nah

xxphoenix April 23 2005, 05:08:46 UTC

i'm...lost. as well as you.
i think life's just here to toss us curveballs.

ironic, you know?

i quit weed. mhmm...i'm done.
it's not worth it. i was almost on the brink of losing omar. that's not something i'm willing to give up, just to smoke up.

i don't have your number, it got deleted from my cell.

call me at home, but when my mother's out...
preferrably between 3 and 4.30 p.m, monday-thursday.
peace.

anonymous April 24 2005, 04:48:03 UTC

thats real good that you quit weed. thats good. i cant believe you did that. good job.
my house # is (480)664-2014
i'll call u soon.
i dont wanna sound wierd, but i got a feeling that was gonna happen between u and omar eventually. I'm glad you went the quit way then the fight then get break up way. better decisions with your life.

i quit 'cause i kept on doing stupid shit when i was high. but its more just quitting weed i did. its more like quitting of the lifestyle.

have a good day
~neh