ich bin ein berliner...spiel mit mier.

[xxphoenix]

      i've been successfully sober for fifteen days. it's incredible: i go from smoking eighty bucks worth of weed a day, to a complete dead stop. nothing is the same. life isn't as thrilling; i don't feel the rush of getting away with anything. the colors, along with the people, are duller. somehow, even driving isn't the same without someone

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[crimeforcrime]

i am proud of you, odel. this may be the hardest thing you've ever done, but it will be the most worthwhile. i know we dont see eachother much and we havent talked in a long time, but i am here for you. we are at the same place in our lives right now and if you ever need some "trying to be sober" friend to lean on, look no further.

<3

[xxphoenix]

thanks, baby. i'm trying to do this, surprisingly it's working, & i've had little to no backlash...so far. if you need me, i, in turn, am like a rock. this is easier than i thought it would be. now i'm reaching out to anyone who needs it...three cheers for sobriety!!

(although, i've a feeling this is going to push me more into drinking...but at least that shit's legal.)

[nyhorsegirl]

I WANT A JELLY DONUT! hehehe! odelly- i am so proud of you sobering up and all. that makes me madd excited! only b-c ive recently heard someone i grew up with back home is madd messed up in drugs and in rehab for it. it sucks cuz my mom says she wouldnt be surprised if this girl committed suicide b-c of her crazy addictions. on a lighter note i come home may 10th to molest you for the summer! w00t w00t i luvvvvvvvvvv u. im me sumtime

<3kt<3 xoxo

[xxphoenix]

awww!!! yay!

i miss you kid! you need to tell me all about your crazy college life. i don't have me cell phone for some time because i have, like, no money...but i'll call you as soon as i can.

[nyhorsegirl]

haha yes my ...crazy college life.... definately have stories lol. yey we shall hang out this summah like woah! im so xcited...its like 1 week and 3 days and ill be hommmmmmmmmmme SCHHHHHHHHHOOLS OUT FOR SUMMAH! w00t w00t!

<3kt<3

[xxphoenix]

schoooooools out for....EVAH!

Coo

[wonderingsparow]

:)

............"heavy cloud but, no rain"

Re: Coo

[xxphoenix]

touche...