so you dont want dunlaps disease, where your belly dun lap over yer pants. doing crunches helps that... when I was actually motivated to do it it worked.
fuck, im not part of this anymore. i got no say, no oppinions to share that wont fall apon deff ears. i'll help if you want, the best thing for me is learning about it. im much much more comfortable with myself now adays mostly cus i learned and because everything i am if from my own efforts. my offer is simple, if you want to talk i'll talk, if you want to work out in/out of school im up for it, if you wim for anything else just ask. im free 5, 7 and afterschool where by i will probably work out 7th and afterschool. my cell number is 739-2760 i've always got it on. your gym teacher will sit down with you and make a workout schedual if you want like they did with me. whether you take advantage of what im offering or not dosnt realy affect me too much, i care if your unhappy but i've got enough distance that i can not think about it unless reminded. i hope you take up my time but after this i got nothing more to say to you on the subject unless you ask me for it. im bending waaaay the fuck over backwards for you, i hope you choose to
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i'm not trying to piss you off or start anything again. there's a reason i have no friends from fairport; people get too invoved when they're too close, feel the need to 'help' or 'advise'...i just want to be alone. all i'm saying is that i don't want us to have a close relationship again. it was hard on both of us to end it the first time -- let's not get caught up & hurt ourselves all over again. i'm no good...i thought you'd learned that 6 months ago.
everything happens for a purpose, im just discovering that again. i dont blame you for what happened 7 months ago so im not mad at you or anything. for all i know it needed to happen, i've grown alot sence then even though i think i would have been happier way back when. im not afraid to get to know you if thats what happens but you see, we've both changed. we're completly diffrent people (at least i am) and now we're just two strangers. if we get to know each other its with a clean slate. and fuck if i know what happenes when i meet people.
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