- I miss Leigh. A lot. I wish her and Tonya were here so we could take a walk through the cemetary like we used to and talk and laugh and joke about things.

- There is no escaping the Hell hole I have come to know as school.

- Or the dumb "fag" remarks they throw at me.

- I could really use a ciggarette.

- Or even better: I could use a good stay ( Read more... )

Parker (8:43:11 PM):  manda
Me (8:43:16 PM): dude whats up
Parker (8:43:44 PM):  you should have been at the movies last night it was awesome

Well then next time don't fucking forget about me.

Seriously. This weekend sucked. Except for today.

I seriously..feel like...

Nevermind.

Maybe if I were fucking invisible they'd fucking care.

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*. . . W O U L D. Y O U. R A T H E R . . .*

1) pierce your nose or tongue?: Hmm.. tongue because it's fun for two people. :P

2) be serious or be funny?: Depends on the situation really.

3) drink whole or skim milk?: Ew. Neither. I hate milk.

* . . . A R E. Y O U . . .*

4) simple or complicated?: Both. More so complicated.

* . . . D O. Y O U. P R E F ( Read more... )

Your Inner Child Is Sad
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FAGGOT.

NIGGER.

DYKE.

LEZBO.

SPIC.

CHINK.

SLUT.

WHORE.

JEW.

SISSY.

FAIRY.

HOMO.

QUEER.

NANCY BOY.

SAND NIGGER.

TERRORIST.

Every single one of these words are either racial or homophobic slurs. Everyone has heard theses words. Everyone has used them at one point in time. Maybe a few have been called some of ( Read more... )

I hurt myself today
to see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but I remember everything
what have I become?
my sweetest friend
everyone I know
goes away in the end
you could have it all
my empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear my crown of ( Read more... )

While I was in the car driving home, a thought occurred to me: nothing is how it was last year, or the year before that. Everything and everyone has changed. People have moved away..grown up. Time is now an obstacle: one that stands in our way. There is no more "crew". We've slowly died away. Leigh has moved to Florida. Raven is in boot camp ( Read more... )

I totally just stole this from Heather.. :D

50 really random questions

1. Your name spelled backwards? Adnama. Sounds like a character from Dragon Ball Z.

2. Where were your parents born? Uh... my dad's from the hood (seriously) and mom's from Newport.

3. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Uhhhh... "Sell out" by Reel Big Fish ( Read more... )

01.What does your Live Journal title mean? You mean... "So we shout, but no one's listening. So we live like no one dares?" It's from a song by The Anti-Nowhere League.

02. Who introduced LJ to you? Leigh. She told me "MAKE ONE BITCH" So I did.

03. How many comments do you have? No idea man.

04. What's your current relationship status? I'm livin' ( Read more... )

1) I am: Some kind of different.

2) My ex-boy/girlfriend was: fucking daffy.

3) If I had one wish I'd wish for: a girl.

4) Maybe I should: be doing my homework instead of sitting here procrastinating....nah.

5) I love: my true friends.

6) Budder-tup is: deffinetly not a word in my vocabulary.

7) Looking for: all of this to make sense.

8) I don't ( Read more... )