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A Shadow Doomed
Technically today is 4th of July, so yesterday I went and bought some fireworks and booze for a little party that will be held tonight. We'll have a bonfire and tent, all the normal shit. But, here's the thing: I feel like such a prick for doing it. Don't get me wrong, I want to have a party with the Crew, yet it almost feels like I'm letting ( Read more... ) -
Fight or Give In?
I think I can safely say now that certain friendships may be ending. It's not like I want it to happen, but I just have that feeling of impending doom. But it almost feels like others really don't care how it goes. And that feeling sucks. Big time. Especially since I was stupid enough to let my guard down ( Read more... ) -
How time had passed...
I was reading my old entries from last summer on here and I've come to the conclusion that last summer kicked ass verses this summer which is kind of sucking at the moment. I'm not sure why...now, granted, last summer my bipolar was out of fucking control, but I had a good time. I had a set schedule ( Read more... ) -
Gradgitating
Well, this is it. I'm leaving for graduation.
Wish me luck, bitches!
Neurotically Yours,
Play Dead -
The Contest
This may end in death ( Read more... ) -
Accepted
I was accepted into Saint Joseph's College yesterday. I'm happy about it since it's an amazing school with a kick ass educational and music program, but...I'm scared ( Read more... ) -
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Is there anybody even out there? Does anybody hear me? Can anybody see me?
I'm breaking and I'm scared.
I need to talk to somebody...
But, there's no one to talk to...
I'm singing in my head...it keeps me distracted from the other voices...
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Buckle Up, Kiddies...
I have a couple things to talk about in this entry ( Read more... )