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Apr 15, 2005 23:04

Today was so boring! I mean, I didn't do ANYTHING at all.. fought with Chuckie a little, but that is normal. Beth went out with Steeeve so I had no one to talk to! I was stuck here with Chuckie all alone, all day... grrr ( Read more... )

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I can actually really relate... gummivenus April 16 2005, 07:34:33 UTC
I've had those exact same thoughts sometimes, like...wishing I could run away...

wondering why I even have to live. Things like that.

I think the desire to run away represents a desire for change. You know, a feeling like you're completely trapped in a boring miserable life. I think the trip should at least alleviate that to some degree. I think what you need is a job that you like, and...for me to be back home, so we can have fun. :D Seriously...when I read this, I thought "That's just like how I felt a month ago... " If you ever want to talk about this stuff, you know I'm around. I might be an asshole sometimes ,but I do care deep down .

You might not feel like writing that stuff made you feel any happier, but at the very least you got to construct your thoughts and record them in a way that's plain for you to understand and confront. It might hurt, but it is constructive in a way.

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Re: I can actually really relate... xxpoisonapplexx April 16 2005, 15:31:00 UTC
Aww thanks Beth! Yeah, yesterday was a bad day... I dunno... I was so depressed it was horrible! Chuckie really isn't any help when I'm sad cause he's all like "What, another mood swing".. for being so girly, he sure can be insensitive!

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Re: I can actually really relate... gummivenus April 16 2005, 17:06:19 UTC
Guys are so hard to trust.

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xxpoisonapplexx April 16 2005, 18:16:10 UTC
It's so true Avril.. you are the only one who understands... haha

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