HEY EVERYONESpending the past hour re-reading October-November of 2005's livejournal entries has brought me to the conclusion that it's about time for another one of THESE entries
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This one time we went to a coffee place. You expressed discomfort with some issues you were facing. Now it seems as if your the one that's so hurt. It's unfortunate that you couldn't have done what you felt back then.
On a brighter note.
You're a pretty awesome guy that I spent some pretty awesome times with. Doing things that no one knows about but us. It's funny that we have had those moments that no one else knows about. I enjoy that. I also know things that you don't know about, but I would rather not say haha.
By now you know who this is. See yah in a week or so!
Someone once said to me "you're standing too close to the forest to see the trees".
I didn't fully understand what that meant until just now. And just as they were absolutely right about it, so are you.
It's a skill I've been working on developing in recent days... but I seem to find that the more work I put into it, the more blind I actually become.
I guess that TRYING hard to see what's right in front of me is only going to make me overlook it even more... and that it's something that has to just happen, however that works.
If you have any specific examples of things that are in front of me that I've overlooked, that I shouldn't have overlooked... that would definitely help me out a bit.
I would, but that would kind of defeat the purpose of keeping this anonymous. Plus, in simply stating the problem and not really backing it up, I believe that helps the person to come up with their own examples and solve it in a way that best suits them.
I think that whenever we talk, you get the wrong impression from me. I want to be friends and get to know you because I think you are a great person, but I'm not sure if you understand that that's all right now. I could be wrong though. Maybe you do understand.
Anyway, I hope you realize how much you really know about people and the world. You could change a lot of shit with your beliefs. And I hope you see how much you are admired by those closest to you.
it was still chilly for the month of May. and i remember the first time i saw you. I remember thinking. "i really hope i meet this kid." i remember telling my friend about you. i remember you walking me back to my side of the campus. i remember that feeling i got when you hugged me goodbye.
i remember waking up thinking to never see you again, but then you came running back just to ask me how i felt about you.
its crazy..how fast the years went by.and how you can have such a strong connection with people sometimes even though you barely know them. In the end i met a great person. who i miss talking to.
i hope that changes=] maybe ill come visit sometime during my days of travel. which i hope to get to sometime in the next 2 years.
I've had a very distant, never-ending crush on you for the past two years. We've talked briefly but never hung out. I've seen you around but you've never seen me. From what I know I think you're an incredible individual. I love your level of dedication to your beliefs. I'd love to get to know you much better, but you intimidate me, and I feel like I could never be what you'd want out of a girl, or even a friend.
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This one time we went to a coffee place.
You expressed discomfort with some issues you were facing.
Now it seems as if your the one that's so hurt.
It's unfortunate that you couldn't have done what you felt back then.
On a brighter note.
You're a pretty awesome guy that I spent some pretty awesome times with.
Doing things that no one knows about but us. It's funny that we have had those moments that no one else knows about. I enjoy that. I also know things that you don't know about, but I would rather not say haha.
By now you know who this is.
See yah in a week or so!
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I didn't fully understand what that meant until just now.
And just as they were absolutely right about it, so are you.
It's a skill I've been working on developing in recent days... but I seem to find that the more work I put into it, the more blind I actually become.
I guess that TRYING hard to see what's right in front of me is only going to make me overlook it even more... and that it's something that has to just happen, however that works.
If you have any specific examples of things that are in front of me that I've overlooked, that I shouldn't have overlooked... that would definitely help me out a bit.
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And I wouldn't want to defeat the purpose of the anonymity.
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Anyway, I hope you realize how much you really know about people and the world. You could change a lot of shit with your beliefs. And I hope you see how much you are admired by those closest to you.
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i remember waking up thinking to never see you again, but then you came running back just to ask me how i felt about you.
its crazy..how fast the years went by.and how you can have such a strong connection with people sometimes even though you barely know them. In the end i met a great person. who i miss talking to.
i hope that changes=]
maybe ill come visit sometime during my days of travel.
which i hope to get to sometime in the next 2 years.
<3
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