Bury your head...

[xxprettyxgirlxx]

It's been quite the while, but I always seem to have something better to do. Not to mention the fact that I just don't have the patience to take all of this time to write these stupid thoughts down that no one reads anyways

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[ocean989]

i luv how u dont concider us ur friends and u hate us tho we always try 2 b there 4 u but sumhow u always tend 2 stab us in the bak and lie about it and then u talk about how life sux wen u bring it apon urself i really think u need 2 start taking responsibility 4 things that u kno rnt any1 elses fault but ur own im not trying 2 b mean but really chrstin i hafta say i luv how u def dont giv a sht about us even tho wev always tried 2 b there 4 u its reallly nice 2 kno that 1 of the people u used 2 think was 1 of ur closest friends really never was....awsuuum...

[anonymous]

point of life is living it to its fullest no matter what happens in it. Shit happens in our lives, some more than others but you gotta tell yourself the next day will be better,and usually if you have that kind of attitude it will be better

No one knows the point to life...

[xxprettyxgirlxx]

No one knows the exact point to life; it all depends upon one's interpretation. My interpretation is most definitely different from your's, and unfortunately I have to live with that. And even if I did have that attitude, I would still rather stay saddened than have to lie to myself. I've excepted the fact that life is worthless. And honestly, I don't really care anymore. I say, screw good attitudes...I'd rather be depressed knowing the truth, than feeling a false sense of comfort because I had lied to myself. Thanx for your support and all, but some things just can't be changed.

By the way, who wrote this anyways...?

[xxprettyxgirlxx]

People, I was having an awful day. I just love it how bad days are always count against you. Julie, I felt really alone that night, and Ali was the only person to help me through it. Seriously though, what I said in this entry was simply stating the fact that whenever I've had a horrible day recently, the only person to not hate me because I was being a bitch has been Ali C

[ocean989]

we dont yell at u wen we ask u wats wrong ur a bitch 2 us and im sry if u feel like evry1s putting u down but id say u do the same 2 otha people as well as ur self and i always tried 2 b here 4 u and all u eva did was stab me in the bak and u kno it and u lied to me and neva told me the truth about anything and u told me things like johns a prude and i kno u did so obv u lie 2 me and ui cant denie that but if u think that lying 2 sum1 u call ur close friend is wat a friend is supposed 2 do ur really off and u need 2 learn that u can hurt ppl as much as they hurt you and im not tryin 2 b a bitch and i dont hate u but i get really annoyed wen i read stuff like that and wen u say i hate evry1 but 1 person u must b talkign bout the ppl uv been around lately which is partially us and u can never admit that were ur friends anymore and u act like we rnt so wat do u xpect if u think im being unfair i think u should take a long hard look at urself

[xxprettyxgirlxx]

Julie, you are yelling at me with this comment right now. Everyone has been putting me down, and yes, I get the fact that I deserve it, I'd just rather not hear it every three seconds. You were always there for me; I never denied that one. I'm relaly not sure when I stabbed you in the back. And you're bringing up the John thing? Well thank you very much for becoming good friends with my exboyfriend and talking about me with him. Because I almost appreciate that one...Once again, I know I can hurt people, and I know I have been; I've admitted to that a thousand times over and you know that. And if you deny that, then either you never really listened to me in the first place, or your just as much of a liar as I am. I know you aren't trying to be a bitch; I never said you were. I just said that I didn't need everyone screaming at me or leaving hostile comments on my live journal. I don't hate you either. Do you even remember when we would scream back and forth, "Wow, I hate people!" whether it was about friends that were

[ocean989]

1st of all i neva said ur a compulsive liar and u kno that....2nd of all about the john thing i just wanted 2 show u how i kno that uv lied 2 me not 2 say anythign against u besides that and i can b friends w. him if i want and i dont even talk about u w. him/them...as much as u mgiht think i do i dont...but anyways im sry if i speak my mind and say things i think others should kno instead of not talking 2 them and just ignoring them like sum otha ppl but thats who i am...and u dont really acknowledge us anymore or atleast me i kno and ya u mgiht say hi but thats it we dont talk ro anything even if i try 2 b friendly but watever....

[bassroxyoursox]

yikes...please people, drama to a minimum..and that means the both of you! i hate fighting lol anyways, dont worry christin, well be able to have a crying party soon enough..i promise, just be patient

[xxprettyxgirlxx]

Yeah, if I ever get to come visit...*tear*...I miss you so much, Ali...I love you, Ali...I really do...

[entruckt]

Jose loves you...

[xxprettyxgirlxx]

*smiles* Well, as long as I have Jose, then I guess I'm all set with life...