This night is deep and dark,

This night was raining and black,

This night i knew. . I would NEVER be with you.

This night I commited suicide,

This night was when you actully cared,

This night is ths night I would never forget.

This night I cut my wrists,

deeper then before,

This night I bled all over...

all over the damn floor.

This night is ( Read more... )

So it's like 1 in the morning and i havent slept for 2 days..Ok well i slept in class for like 20 mins but thats it...I've been thinking about alot of stuff from the past and I havent really been tired...I've been thinking about stuff like... if i didnt make a stupid decision in the beggining of the year, my life would of turned out great. But i ( Read more... )

I feel like shit guys...I really do...When i think things are going perfect everything goes completly wrong and then I get all depressed LIKE ALWAYS. I dont know whats going on with me..I talk to some people (not saying names) and they said i should go to a counsler or take anti- depressents or some shit. I don't know i just feel like i have no ( Read more... )

So i'm just sitting here doing absolutly nothing. . .Like always..There's nothing really to do on the internet anymore besides talk to friends and get on myspace..GOD! myspace is freakin' addicting! jeeze...So yeah I just wanted to update this thingy...So umm Bye?<333

So anyways today was boring as hell...I had to stay home all by my fucking self and to make things worse i watched SAW so i thought someone was going to come and kill me...God man...Now im just sitting here thinking of someone(<333)...Yeah...wounder what i should do tomorrow...I think i'll watch SAW again..lol..i know im a loser..haha! blah blah ( Read more... )

So i'm really extreamly bored right now and im sitting on the computer doing absolutly fucking NOTHING! god man...Im fuckin' BOREDDDDDDDDDDD! ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! im gonna DIE! so yeah heres a cool song...

I've been up at this all night long
I've been drowning in my sleep
I've prayed for your safe place
And its time for us to leave

Time is running, its ( Read more... )

Hey guys...Well i'm REALLY  bored so i decided to write in here...Today went pretty good i guess...Except my friend Miranda got in trouble for looking up a song on the internet at school and the teacher got offended because it said "Kill me Faster" I dont know it was really stupid and she was crying and stuff because her parents are like WAY strick ( Read more... )

Ok so I haven't written in here for 2 months...My friend just reminded me that I had one..Lol..what a loser I am...Hmmm...So what's going on with me? I went to the Taste of Chaos which kicked major ass! and umm...I don't really know...I guess I have just been chillin'.lol...I don't know..I get out of school in 1 month and 1 day..So i'm pretty ( Read more... )

Hey...Im sitting here with my sister and she wont shut the fuck up. Shes really annoying and she wont go away. She's singing MCR songs. Like a fucking Fag. Omg she's really gay...she has 22 mins until she gets to get onling and she wont go away..God please someone help me. Give me a gun or something so i can shoot myself. OMG now shes singing The ( Read more... )

Hey everyone...I havent written in here in a while so i decided i was gonna today... Well theres alot going on with my friends and stuff like that..One of my friends is being a asshole so yeah it kinda sucks..Im not saying any names.. So like 24 or so more days until The Taste of Chaos Tour! I can't wait im so exicted! We are leaving my house ( Read more... )