Of Lusting Love or Loving Lust? Part 2/2
Title: Of Lusting Love or Loving Lust?
Status: 2/2
Author: xxqod
Pairing: Jonghyun/Taemin
Rating: NC-17/R
A/N: Thanks to inucrazzes for inspiring me to write this with all the guns in her fics xD Sorry it took so long for those who anticipated it, I'm a slow smut writer because I embarrass myself. xD lol. It became two parts, because lj hates me for wanting to post large stories…
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Back to the first part
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Jonghyun jolts awake, panting and sweating hard, feeling at his chest, to find he has his clothes still on. His white feathered blazer hangs over a chair. He pulls his legs up and buries his face into his hands in an attempt to calm himself down. The door opens and he scrambles back in fear as he sees Taemin approaching him, stopping when his back hits the wall.
"Hyung? Are you okay? Had a nightmare?" The concern is dripping from the boy's voice and his eyes are watery. And that's when Jonghyun realizes Taemin isn't scary at all, that his dream is nothing more than just an illusion.
"I brought you here, because you fainted… I'm so sorry for drugging you! I..I used it myself before… it is something I got from the pharmacy… So… I didn't think you would suffer from it!" Taemin keeps bowing full ninety-degree bows until he gets pulled onto the bed and Jonghyun hugs him tight.
"Just don't do that anymore." Jonghyun sobs and drags Taemin closer to him, arms around the small chest and head hanging over the boy's right shoulder, legs trapped between legs. He trembles and the tears stain Taemin's shirt and Taemin finds himself crying too. They cuddle together letting the tears flow till the sobbing stops at one point, both too tired to cry anymore. Jonghyun rests his head against the wall behind him and holds the boy in his arms, they are comfortable that way.
"Hyung, I have to confess something." Taemin fingers the hem of his shirt, looking down at his lap. "I've seen you naked." Jonghyun chokes, "What?!"
"I can't help it! Your curtains are always open and I can't help but sneak a peek!" He's blushing brightly by now and Jonghyun shoves him a little forward to walk to the window. He gapes when he looks into his own apartment at the other side of the street.
"So that's why our clothes always match!" He exclaims pointing at the window, but his voice fails him at the end, cracking.
"I'll get you something cold to drink." Taemin stands up and shuffles as fast as he can out the bedroom. He returns a few minutes later with a glass water filled with ice cubes and hands it to Jonghyun, who drinks it silently.
"You know… I've liked you since the first time I saw you through this window…" It is whispered soft, but Jonghyun still catches it and he lets it sink in, while he looks at the remaining ice cubes in the glass. He gets an idea and smiles in himself, slipping one of the frozen water cubes into his mouth before walking over to Taemin who intently studies his feet. His hands turn Taemin's face upwards and the boy looks with big eyes as Jonghyun gently lays his lips against him. He tries to pour all his feelings into that one kiss, wanting Taemin to understand he likes him too. When he pulls away Taemin's eyes are half lidded with this dreamy stare and his mouth is a little bit opened. Jonghyun smirks and closes the gap again, this time pushing the ice cube into the younger one's mouth.
Their tongues play with the cube, which gets smaller from their warm breath. They meet when the last part melts and the heat increases with the amount of kisses. Jonghyun supports his weight on his knees on either side of Taemin, half sitting on his lap. His finger fumble with the youngster's shirt, wanting to undo it without breaking the tongue battle they're in. He loses it however when Taemin shifts to a lying position, bringing Jonghyun down with him.
"Jonghyun, make love with me?" His breath hitches with Taemin lying under him with the most adorable expression and his cheeks puffed up a little bit. Jonghyun ponders on the issue, but soon gets distracted with hands finding their way underneath his shirt and pinching his nipples. He unbuttons his own shirt and carelessly tosses it somewhere, before sliding his palms under Taemin's sweatshirt, grinning like a Cheshire cat. Taemin lifts up his arms so Jonghyun can pull the clothing off, flinging it in a random direction.
"Are you sure you're ready for this?" Jonghyun asks while he busies himself with kissing Taemin's body all over.
"Of course I am." The end of the sentence comes out as a moan, because Jonghyun nips at his nipples. "I have lube in the first drawer of the nightstand."
"Glad to know you're a healthy teenager." Jonghyun laughs a little, but Taemin pouts at him and he tickles Taemin's sides, making him squirm and laugh. Jonghyun lets himself fall beside the lithe figure and props his head on one of the pillows. He looks intently at Taemin, drawing random patterns on his upper body, before sliding his hand to the boy's neck and pecking his lips. Their legs tangle together automatically and Jonghyun feels the excitement of Taemin poking his thigh and he is sure Taemin can feel his too.
"Hyung, can I…can I touch you?" Taemin looks away shyly and Jonghyun raises his brow.
"It's your first time?" Jonghyun's face lights up when Taemin slowly nods a yes. "Really? Mine too!" He states proudly and succeeds in getting Taemin to unnerve. Jonghyun smiles gently at him before kissing his cheeks, going to his neck to leave a lovebite there.
"You're cute, Taemin." He whispers, slowly undoing the buttons of the others pants, before moving to take his own pants off. Taemin blushes as he notices Jonghyun doesn't wear boxers or any of the kind, something he should've known since he was watching him through his window earlier that night. He tenses when thumbs hook into the waistband of his boxers and goes all wide-eyed on Jonghyun.
"Relax, I won't do anything you don't like." His boxers are tugged down and Taemin covers himself in some sort of reflex.
"Don't. I want to see you." Jonghyun holds Taemin's arms up and eyes him, following the curves of his body and the faint muscles that show under his skin. He takes his time in getting to know the form of Taemin's body, sliding his hands everywhere they can reach, feeling the flawless skin under his fingertips. Taemin lets it all happen, the featherlike touches make him lightheaded and he feels loved, not as a kid, but as a lover.
"You're beautiful." Jonghyun nuzzles Taemin's neck before planting kisses all over his body gradually descending down. The sheets crumple in Taemin's death grip when Jonghyun traces his inner thigh, before he blows on his member. He moves over the vein on the underside with the tip of his tongue, hearing the muffled moans above him. He takes Taemin into his mouth and feels him tense, moving his hips up, but Jonghyun effectively holds him down with his hands. He sucks softly as Taemin writhes, hands gripping at the sheets.
Jonghyun lets go of him and reaches for the drawer to find the lube. He has it in a matter of seconds and pops the cap. 'Typical, 'Sweet Strawberry'.' He glances at Taemin who has covered his eyes with his arms, probably feeling embarrassed.
"Are you really sure you want to do this?" Jonghyun asks again. The arms lift a little to view Taemin's face and he gives a small nod, assuring him he's ready, that he has been waiting for this moment.
"No backing out anymore." Jonghyun squirts some lube onto his left hand spreading it before gently pushing a finger into Taemin, moving it around a little. The boy makes a noise of surprise and Jonghyun slips in another finger, slowly preparing him for what's to come. He pushes in deeper and Taemin trembles, voice loud in the silent room. His smile is gentle as he brushes some strands out of Taemin's face with his free hand, cupping his cheek before letting the hand wander down again to Taemin's leg.
He pulls his fingers out and applies lube on his own hardness. His hands grip Taemin's hips and the tip of his member teases Taemin when Jonghyun bends down to kiss him, distracting him while he pushes himself into the slender body. They both moan into the kiss and Jonghyun stills, waiting for Taemin to accustom to him.
The boy rolls his hips a little, indicating Jonghyun to move. A slow pace is set and Jonghyun has trouble controlling himself when Taemin clings onto his neck and moans in his ear. He lets his tongue explore Taemin's body in search for more pleasure spots, while he thrusts in long, slow motions into the boy.
"Jonghyun, Jonghyun." The way his name rolls off that lips has him quickening his pace, Taemin pushing back against him. Jonghyun sucks on the skin behind the boy's right ear, caressing the sensitive skin. Nails dig into his back and he goes back to kissing Taemin. He brings his arms under Taemin's back to grab his shoulders, steadying himself.
It feels like they're moving to their own song. A beat only they can hear and Jonghyun knows it for sure when he listens to Taemin's breathing and his heartbeat. They are the same rate as his. Their bodies are the instruments providing this beautiful tune they are moving to.
The sweat on his brow show his efforts in pleasuring the boy. Taemin's body jerks when Jonghyun hits something inside of him and his back arches and his eyes snap open, only seeing white. Jonghyun groans feeling himself coming when Taemin moans his name loudly, and his body tenses. He falls onto Taemin, both are breathing heavy, but their hands make soothing motions on each other. It causes Taemin to shiver and snuggle closer to Jonghyun who finally pulls out of him. They lazily kiss some more, just gently bringing lips together, nothing more as they embrace each other. Jonghyun distances himself a little bit when Taemin is done showering his whole face in kisses.
"Where's the bathroom?" Taemin points to the door on the right and Jonghyun climbs out of bed. He comes back with a wash cloth and some aspirins.
"Here, take these. I'll clean us up so you don't have to go to the shower." Taemin takes the pills from Jonghyun and swallows them.
When Taemin is almost in Dreamland, Jonghyun crawls back into the bed. He hugs him from behind, pushing himself up so his chin rest on top of Taemin's shoulder, pressing his lips lightly to the cheek underneath his. The sounds of outside filter faintly into the room, providing a soothing background music to both of them. Jonghyun places his hand on Taemin's heart, feeling a slight increase in speed. Only he can do this to Taemin. He feels a warm and satisfied feeling spreading through his whole being. He knows what it is. He kisses Taemin on the cheek again, moving to whisper something into his ear.
"What?" Comes the drowsy reply from Taemin. Jonghyun ruffles his hair lightly, stroking it, before he lets his arms rest around the small frame, one hand at the hips and the other protectively over the svelte torso. Fingers intertwine with his, palm against back.
"Nothing, go to sleep." Taemin hums in agreement and soon a light snoring is heard. Jonghyun closes his eyes too, feeling sleep overtake him.
'I love you.'
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OMFG! I wrote twice the amount of smut!!! Well, one smut and one love making xD ahum. I couldn't end it after the smut, I'm such a hopeless case! *pulls hair* Hope it didn't become boring.... and it's so long too! XD If there is anything unclear please say so and I will try to explain!
Status: 2/2
Author: xxqod
Pairing: Jonghyun/Taemin
Rating: NC-17/R
A/N: Thanks to inucrazzes for inspiring me to write this with all the guns in her fics xD Sorry it took so long for those who anticipated it, I'm a slow smut writer because I embarrass myself. xD lol. It became two parts, because lj hates me for wanting to post large stories…
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Back to the first part
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Jonghyun jolts awake, panting and sweating hard, feeling at his chest, to find he has his clothes still on. His white feathered blazer hangs over a chair. He pulls his legs up and buries his face into his hands in an attempt to calm himself down. The door opens and he scrambles back in fear as he sees Taemin approaching him, stopping when his back hits the wall.
"Hyung? Are you okay? Had a nightmare?" The concern is dripping from the boy's voice and his eyes are watery. And that's when Jonghyun realizes Taemin isn't scary at all, that his dream is nothing more than just an illusion.
"I brought you here, because you fainted… I'm so sorry for drugging you! I..I used it myself before… it is something I got from the pharmacy… So… I didn't think you would suffer from it!" Taemin keeps bowing full ninety-degree bows until he gets pulled onto the bed and Jonghyun hugs him tight.
"Just don't do that anymore." Jonghyun sobs and drags Taemin closer to him, arms around the small chest and head hanging over the boy's right shoulder, legs trapped between legs. He trembles and the tears stain Taemin's shirt and Taemin finds himself crying too. They cuddle together letting the tears flow till the sobbing stops at one point, both too tired to cry anymore. Jonghyun rests his head against the wall behind him and holds the boy in his arms, they are comfortable that way.
"Hyung, I have to confess something." Taemin fingers the hem of his shirt, looking down at his lap. "I've seen you naked." Jonghyun chokes, "What?!"
"I can't help it! Your curtains are always open and I can't help but sneak a peek!" He's blushing brightly by now and Jonghyun shoves him a little forward to walk to the window. He gapes when he looks into his own apartment at the other side of the street.
"So that's why our clothes always match!" He exclaims pointing at the window, but his voice fails him at the end, cracking.
"I'll get you something cold to drink." Taemin stands up and shuffles as fast as he can out the bedroom. He returns a few minutes later with a glass water filled with ice cubes and hands it to Jonghyun, who drinks it silently.
"You know… I've liked you since the first time I saw you through this window…" It is whispered soft, but Jonghyun still catches it and he lets it sink in, while he looks at the remaining ice cubes in the glass. He gets an idea and smiles in himself, slipping one of the frozen water cubes into his mouth before walking over to Taemin who intently studies his feet. His hands turn Taemin's face upwards and the boy looks with big eyes as Jonghyun gently lays his lips against him. He tries to pour all his feelings into that one kiss, wanting Taemin to understand he likes him too. When he pulls away Taemin's eyes are half lidded with this dreamy stare and his mouth is a little bit opened. Jonghyun smirks and closes the gap again, this time pushing the ice cube into the younger one's mouth.
Their tongues play with the cube, which gets smaller from their warm breath. They meet when the last part melts and the heat increases with the amount of kisses. Jonghyun supports his weight on his knees on either side of Taemin, half sitting on his lap. His finger fumble with the youngster's shirt, wanting to undo it without breaking the tongue battle they're in. He loses it however when Taemin shifts to a lying position, bringing Jonghyun down with him.
"Jonghyun, make love with me?" His breath hitches with Taemin lying under him with the most adorable expression and his cheeks puffed up a little bit. Jonghyun ponders on the issue, but soon gets distracted with hands finding their way underneath his shirt and pinching his nipples. He unbuttons his own shirt and carelessly tosses it somewhere, before sliding his palms under Taemin's sweatshirt, grinning like a Cheshire cat. Taemin lifts up his arms so Jonghyun can pull the clothing off, flinging it in a random direction.
"Are you sure you're ready for this?" Jonghyun asks while he busies himself with kissing Taemin's body all over.
"Of course I am." The end of the sentence comes out as a moan, because Jonghyun nips at his nipples. "I have lube in the first drawer of the nightstand."
"Glad to know you're a healthy teenager." Jonghyun laughs a little, but Taemin pouts at him and he tickles Taemin's sides, making him squirm and laugh. Jonghyun lets himself fall beside the lithe figure and props his head on one of the pillows. He looks intently at Taemin, drawing random patterns on his upper body, before sliding his hand to the boy's neck and pecking his lips. Their legs tangle together automatically and Jonghyun feels the excitement of Taemin poking his thigh and he is sure Taemin can feel his too.
"Hyung, can I…can I touch you?" Taemin looks away shyly and Jonghyun raises his brow.
"It's your first time?" Jonghyun's face lights up when Taemin slowly nods a yes. "Really? Mine too!" He states proudly and succeeds in getting Taemin to unnerve. Jonghyun smiles gently at him before kissing his cheeks, going to his neck to leave a lovebite there.
"You're cute, Taemin." He whispers, slowly undoing the buttons of the others pants, before moving to take his own pants off. Taemin blushes as he notices Jonghyun doesn't wear boxers or any of the kind, something he should've known since he was watching him through his window earlier that night. He tenses when thumbs hook into the waistband of his boxers and goes all wide-eyed on Jonghyun.
"Relax, I won't do anything you don't like." His boxers are tugged down and Taemin covers himself in some sort of reflex.
"Don't. I want to see you." Jonghyun holds Taemin's arms up and eyes him, following the curves of his body and the faint muscles that show under his skin. He takes his time in getting to know the form of Taemin's body, sliding his hands everywhere they can reach, feeling the flawless skin under his fingertips. Taemin lets it all happen, the featherlike touches make him lightheaded and he feels loved, not as a kid, but as a lover.
"You're beautiful." Jonghyun nuzzles Taemin's neck before planting kisses all over his body gradually descending down. The sheets crumple in Taemin's death grip when Jonghyun traces his inner thigh, before he blows on his member. He moves over the vein on the underside with the tip of his tongue, hearing the muffled moans above him. He takes Taemin into his mouth and feels him tense, moving his hips up, but Jonghyun effectively holds him down with his hands. He sucks softly as Taemin writhes, hands gripping at the sheets.
Jonghyun lets go of him and reaches for the drawer to find the lube. He has it in a matter of seconds and pops the cap. 'Typical, 'Sweet Strawberry'.' He glances at Taemin who has covered his eyes with his arms, probably feeling embarrassed.
"Are you really sure you want to do this?" Jonghyun asks again. The arms lift a little to view Taemin's face and he gives a small nod, assuring him he's ready, that he has been waiting for this moment.
"No backing out anymore." Jonghyun squirts some lube onto his left hand spreading it before gently pushing a finger into Taemin, moving it around a little. The boy makes a noise of surprise and Jonghyun slips in another finger, slowly preparing him for what's to come. He pushes in deeper and Taemin trembles, voice loud in the silent room. His smile is gentle as he brushes some strands out of Taemin's face with his free hand, cupping his cheek before letting the hand wander down again to Taemin's leg.
He pulls his fingers out and applies lube on his own hardness. His hands grip Taemin's hips and the tip of his member teases Taemin when Jonghyun bends down to kiss him, distracting him while he pushes himself into the slender body. They both moan into the kiss and Jonghyun stills, waiting for Taemin to accustom to him.
The boy rolls his hips a little, indicating Jonghyun to move. A slow pace is set and Jonghyun has trouble controlling himself when Taemin clings onto his neck and moans in his ear. He lets his tongue explore Taemin's body in search for more pleasure spots, while he thrusts in long, slow motions into the boy.
"Jonghyun, Jonghyun." The way his name rolls off that lips has him quickening his pace, Taemin pushing back against him. Jonghyun sucks on the skin behind the boy's right ear, caressing the sensitive skin. Nails dig into his back and he goes back to kissing Taemin. He brings his arms under Taemin's back to grab his shoulders, steadying himself.
It feels like they're moving to their own song. A beat only they can hear and Jonghyun knows it for sure when he listens to Taemin's breathing and his heartbeat. They are the same rate as his. Their bodies are the instruments providing this beautiful tune they are moving to.
The sweat on his brow show his efforts in pleasuring the boy. Taemin's body jerks when Jonghyun hits something inside of him and his back arches and his eyes snap open, only seeing white. Jonghyun groans feeling himself coming when Taemin moans his name loudly, and his body tenses. He falls onto Taemin, both are breathing heavy, but their hands make soothing motions on each other. It causes Taemin to shiver and snuggle closer to Jonghyun who finally pulls out of him. They lazily kiss some more, just gently bringing lips together, nothing more as they embrace each other. Jonghyun distances himself a little bit when Taemin is done showering his whole face in kisses.
"Where's the bathroom?" Taemin points to the door on the right and Jonghyun climbs out of bed. He comes back with a wash cloth and some aspirins.
"Here, take these. I'll clean us up so you don't have to go to the shower." Taemin takes the pills from Jonghyun and swallows them.
When Taemin is almost in Dreamland, Jonghyun crawls back into the bed. He hugs him from behind, pushing himself up so his chin rest on top of Taemin's shoulder, pressing his lips lightly to the cheek underneath his. The sounds of outside filter faintly into the room, providing a soothing background music to both of them. Jonghyun places his hand on Taemin's heart, feeling a slight increase in speed. Only he can do this to Taemin. He feels a warm and satisfied feeling spreading through his whole being. He knows what it is. He kisses Taemin on the cheek again, moving to whisper something into his ear.
"What?" Comes the drowsy reply from Taemin. Jonghyun ruffles his hair lightly, stroking it, before he lets his arms rest around the small frame, one hand at the hips and the other protectively over the svelte torso. Fingers intertwine with his, palm against back.
"Nothing, go to sleep." Taemin hums in agreement and soon a light snoring is heard. Jonghyun closes his eyes too, feeling sleep overtake him.
'I love you.'
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OMFG! I wrote twice the amount of smut!!! Well, one smut and one love making xD ahum. I couldn't end it after the smut, I'm such a hopeless case! *pulls hair* Hope it didn't become boring.... and it's so long too! XD If there is anything unclear please say so and I will try to explain!