[a collection of haiku; one-shot] You're the Death of me
Title: You're the Death of me [a collection of haiku; one-shot]
Author: xxqod
Pairing: Yongguk/Himchan
Rating: R
Warnings: character death, rape, abuse
Summary: Himchan is Yongguk's torture. Yongguk is Himchan's torture.
A/N: I tried something different from my usual fiction; a collection of haiku (5-7-5 syllable composed poems) turned into a story of Yongguk and Himchan. Please let me know what you think.
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a vicious circle
one you and I can't escape
till Death do us part
the first time we met
I was instantly smitten
I am but a friend
my heart beats in dread
because you are not with me
does he make you smile?
in the way you smile
I see myself come undone
you are part of me
seeing you with him
my heart skipped a beat or two
slowing to standstill
I sit by myself
paying attention to none
you left me alone
love me I do you
ignoring me is painful
for me and for you
"I love you, Yongguk"
finally I heard those words
messing up my heart
love too good to be
you move rapidly away
"where are you, Himchan?"
the day you held me
is burnt in my memory
do you still love me?
laying side by side
arms wrapped tightly around me
is this my heaven?
I fell hard for you
that smouldering summer day
became a nightmare
seeing you with him
again kissing and touching
did you play with me?
Kim fucking Himchan
you made a fool out of me
Bang fucking Yongguk
my hands 'round your throat
cutting off your gasping breaths
let me die here now
I say it is sex
it is consensual too
you call it abuse
"fuck me, take me hard"
you use those words to please me
do you think I'm blind?
"take me, fuck me hard"
so you can't feel anymore
the hurt I give you
your mind is broken
your body bruised and battered
you let me do all
you do not react
to the way I hold you close
your mind is long gone
your body is cold
last breath long left your thin lips
why are you like ice?
did I murder you?
I take a knife in my hand
drive it through your heart
my heart too slows down
my hands turn to ash and dust
staging my own end
I really loved you
you should not have played with me
Bang Yongguk; your Death
because when you're gone
I can't exist in the world
till you are reborn
Author: xxqod
Pairing: Yongguk/Himchan
Rating: R
Warnings: character death, rape, abuse
Summary: Himchan is Yongguk's torture. Yongguk is Himchan's torture.
A/N: I tried something different from my usual fiction; a collection of haiku (5-7-5 syllable composed poems) turned into a story of Yongguk and Himchan. Please let me know what you think.
---
a vicious circle
one you and I can't escape
till Death do us part
the first time we met
I was instantly smitten
I am but a friend
my heart beats in dread
because you are not with me
does he make you smile?
in the way you smile
I see myself come undone
you are part of me
seeing you with him
my heart skipped a beat or two
slowing to standstill
I sit by myself
paying attention to none
you left me alone
love me I do you
ignoring me is painful
for me and for you
"I love you, Yongguk"
finally I heard those words
messing up my heart
love too good to be
you move rapidly away
"where are you, Himchan?"
the day you held me
is burnt in my memory
do you still love me?
laying side by side
arms wrapped tightly around me
is this my heaven?
I fell hard for you
that smouldering summer day
became a nightmare
seeing you with him
again kissing and touching
did you play with me?
Kim fucking Himchan
you made a fool out of me
Bang fucking Yongguk
my hands 'round your throat
cutting off your gasping breaths
let me die here now
I say it is sex
it is consensual too
you call it abuse
"fuck me, take me hard"
you use those words to please me
do you think I'm blind?
"take me, fuck me hard"
so you can't feel anymore
the hurt I give you
your mind is broken
your body bruised and battered
you let me do all
you do not react
to the way I hold you close
your mind is long gone
your body is cold
last breath long left your thin lips
why are you like ice?
did I murder you?
I take a knife in my hand
drive it through your heart
my heart too slows down
my hands turn to ash and dust
staging my own end
I really loved you
you should not have played with me
Bang Yongguk; your Death
because when you're gone
I can't exist in the world
till you are reborn