ok so yeah yesturday i found out my grandpa died. i belevie he died of a heart attack. My family is fucking gay, my cousions arnt coming up and my sister dosent want to come up but she is coming up jsut to support me. I know my grandpa was really never part of our lives but he still cared and still sent us birthday cards and called us, i dont know ( Read more... )

i love how jesse gose 4wheelin every sunday morning and leaves me here to chill at his house all day and do nothing! im glad i have a car but its not like i can go anywhere cuz i have to lock his house and i dont have a key so yeah im kinda of stuck and i cant really go home cuz jesse would like to see me when he gets home! i do have to say though ( Read more... )

so yeah i finally got a car, it ruins ok but it will work for now, till i buy other one.. next step is to find other job, then the thrid step is to move out of my house, but im think that anit happening til like march or soish... but yeah im excited i got a car cuz now i can go to jesses house at like 6 and make him dinner cuz im such a good ( Read more... )

so yeah went bowling on saturday with jesse, ellen, kathy and victor! ms jessica johnson was suposse to come but she took a nap, j/p i still love you! anywho, jesse is so cute, god i love him, so yeah i was like jesse i have found a game i can beat you in, he was like yeah wat? i was like this one, look i beat you! his reponse actually "yea well ( Read more... )

so yeha last nite ellen and I made jesse and matt meatloaf, corn on the cob and a salad... that shit was good even tho jesse ate half of my meatloaf(its all good)! so yeah anyways im going to raytown with jesse and ellen to go th ecotes cuz there dad is having abon fire for my birthday even tho it was last weekend! but yeah and we are chillin wit ( Read more... )

My birthday was the best birthday ever!!!! haha... thanks to all my girlys that came to lunch with me and jesse on saturday!!! and thanks for all the presents(i think thats how you spell it) jess~ i have been using my lotion, i was gonna use the body wash but i didnt want to make jesse's shower smell like conutry apples, haha! steph~ I still have ( Read more... )

As we grow up, we learn that even the 1 person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You will have your <3heart b r o k e n, probably more than once & it's harder every time. You'll b r e a k <3hearts too, so remember how it felt when your <3heart was b r o k e n. You'll fight with your bestfriend & you might even fall in love ( Read more... )

my b-day is almost here and like 20 ppl want to hang out this weekend and on my b-day, but im hanging out with jesse... i mean this is the first b-day i have ever had a b/f and i would like to spend it with him but i also want to spend it with my friends, now im not saying that i cant hang out with them all cuz i can, its just i would like to spend ( Read more... )

wow wat a good weeekend! thursday nite i got to sleep over my babys house, god i love sleeping next to him! he is so loveable, tehe! he makes me so happy and so much more! then friday jess pick me up at jesse's house and we chilled our dills and went swimming at her grams with the boys! Saturday we went to the mall, i got some new thongs and tank ( Read more... )

so yeah nothing really has been going on... i got sick on july 4th and was sick till last friday which sucked cuz i couldnt see jesse, but i got to see him on firday so its all good ( Read more... )