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[xxrachiexx]

well i spent all chours crying and feelin sorry for myself, bc i havent talked to martin and am scaredot death he changed his mind...n then i said hi to erin and decided to tell her stuff cos shes goin thro the same thing, and i ended up bawling again, sweet, im a soldier. no more like a princess babied all her life n dono how to deal with shit ,

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[ilovyewbabi]

rach, dont worry..you will see him. ull be running into eachothers arms, think of the best not the worst. <3

[4000_miles]

ill come see you when i can, like i said

[xxrachiexx]

OBVIOUSLY, U CHANGED UR MIND AGAIN. IM SO SICK OF THIS U CANT EVEN TRY TO GET A HOLD OF ME .

[xxrachiexx]

a little more than that coulda done- like i love you or something- but hey its not like it changes YOUR life any! YOUR SAFE either way arent you?

[x8xbustierx7x]

i love you rachel

[xxrachiexx]

fuck everything.

[4000_miles]

hi its lisa, been reading your journal found it interesting. martin did go behind my back, finished me twice because of you, and you wasnt the only one that was upset, you wasnt the only one that cried i did to. do you know you made everything hard. but oh look who is the one that has got him now. you need to get a life and stop complaining and whining about every stupid little thing in your life, grow the fuck up your life isnt so bad. have a nice life because we are :)

[xxrachiexx]

Ya. thats nice, id love to live in england and work in a bar when i was 20 and not have a carrer or a car. But wait neither of you do. have a super life together. lmao

[xxrachiexx]

He kissed a stripper you know. talked to me , had phone sex with me told me he wanted to sleep with me. but oh dear im sure he loves you NOW. get a life .