i put the necklace and ring back on cos im petrified (i dont think any of u will know y) aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaannnnnd martin lost his necklace........

tom told me he really likes me...a lot... which is idk it just kinda happened cos i havent seen him scince he left for the gaurd, he got a celly and is callin me a lot though. he said he wants to lay on the hood of his car and look at the stars.... its so cute tommorow i will be a driving bitch, ( with my car if not by this week, then deff next) ( Read more... )

im petrified i dont think iv ever been this scared in my whole life, hurt me again PLEASE

well you are reading someones journal who is officically done with math ! i got a 74 on my HARD ASS regents! im not proud of it but hey atleast im done.

"Guernica ( Read more... )

i am heaven sent,
don't you dare forget.
i am all you've ever wanted,
i am the cause to all your problems,
shelter from cold. we are never alone.
coordinate brain and mouth.
then ask me whats it like to have
myself so figured out.
i wish i knew..
i hope this song starts a craze.
the kind of song that ignites the airwaves.
the kind of song that makes people ( Read more... )

well matt and ben took me home on the last day of school ....and that was ..interesting i suppose. math regents was today im scared, i should be gettin a call friday to find out how it went from my lovely teacher that i almost cried when i had to say goodbye to her. i seriuosly love her like a 2nd mother. adam eaton and i have been talkin lately, ( Read more... )

ok im fine now, but u know when u get really upset and that wave of heat and pain rolls over your body and paralizes you for a second? yea.. and when you cry super hard, and the same thing happens accompanied with the feeling of blood RUSHING through your wrists like theres way too much in there, weird huh? scary... i hate it. I wish youd leave ( Read more... )

i love you n i need u to explain everythign and tell me either way. i wana be happy, i wana be happy with you, but if i cant i guess i can be happy alone. youd be a good addition no *PERFECT* addition to my happiness- but iv grown and i realize i dont need anyone to make me happpy. i love you teddy bear come back to me please :(

Iv got so much to say, i wish ud just call me for 10 minutes i just really want to figure this out, i love you so much *this is where the hope kicks in* and i goda see you, i goda make you realize who really is your princess- i hope u didnt loose that necklace, id never forgive you, but i guess right now theres a lot of things that are gona take a ( Read more... )