i want to catch fire flies with you again

"this could never happen in england"

after work tonight (10) i went around with tom- just places , tom and mike, and those kids crack me up but we ended up having some serious convos too- we ended up at a springville party but only stayed for like 10 minutes and none of us drank- toms like no thanks dude- im the dd im like wow tom, that was seriously really cool. we all talked about ( Read more... )

my skin dosent glow anymore, i beleive im growing paler

and my eyes dont light up when i smile

probablly beause my smiles are all fake

and the blue, im pretty sure is fading

my stomach is always upset, and my head spinning

i cant beleive u can think of her, and feel bad for hurting her

when im sitting here, dying- for 3 months

without as much as an ( Read more... )

how did u say all that just last night and today change ur mind. u make me cry cos im so releived and now i feel as bad as i did when it first happened. why did u have to lie?

ok this is whats goin on with me and my teddy bear

last night he called me on his own hes like i love you i wana marry u just give me time i swear to god we'll be together. ...everything he said before. and hes like i cant call u for a while bc itll b a lotof money. and of course i, being the awesome chick that i am respect that .. and he called ( Read more... )

i love you

my road test: june 20th. move over bitches.

martin cheated on lisa. cute.

krystals mad because im "depressed all the time"according to christina. according to kimmy shes mad because she asked me what was wrong,and i said "nothing" yesterday. and according to stephanie shes mad because she thinks that im mad bc they hang out alot. um.i dont care. idont care who i loose for being "depressed" if they dont care for waiting ( Read more... )

well my life is still just a pile of shit, gettin worse actually. we had a flood, a fire in our house and its only 3 yrs old. my moms car broke down- 500 dollars um a phone bill- 500 dollars. what else. oh and the obvious, i still love you i just cant take being your friend. still all i do is cry and i actually talked to my mom about it tonight ( Read more... )