I want some fuckin stripper stelleto shoes. God they are so cute...Lol..Dont ask..
I jus do...

I'll cut today
For a chance at tommorrow
I'll Cut today
Hoping for the end of sorrow
I'll cut today
Bleed myself Alive
I'll cut today
Because Im dead inside
I'll cut today
To remind myself
I'll cut today
For me and nobody else
I'll cut today
Its all I can do
I'll cut today
Its not the end
I'll cut today
So life will begin
I'll cut today
Bleed me dry
I'll Cut today
So I ( Read more... )

Oh my fucking god. I am so tired its not even funny. Its 10:26 in the morning and i havent slept in forever it seems like. I dont even remember the last time i slept. Yesteday sometime i know. Im dieing here. I've been promoting my community like CRAZY. I have 1 member though so im happy. I wanna get 10 by the end of the day, I know thats not going ( Read more... )

I read in Jessi's journal that basicly im a psycho in Ariel and thems eyes cuz i sent a email to like everyone in Galt & Trenton sayin that im not a fuckin goth, and that i did drop otta school, that i did cut, and that im NOT A FUCKING DRUGGIE. I wanted to clear up all the stupid ass rumors that was flying around. Jessi told them that im not a ( Read more... )

Comforable Liar: Chevelle ( Read more... )

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Needles ( Read more... )

I'll write a letter to myself...
to remind me of how i feel..
I'll write myself a letter..
to remind what i feel isnt real..
I'll write myself a letter..
because i dont know what else to do...
I'll write myself a letter..
Beacause im in love with you...
I'll write myself a letter..
so maybe i can see...
Why i am so different..
Why you dont love me..
I'll write ( Read more... )

So we watched amercian history X tonite, UnCUT..Its such a good movie, Kinda scares me though. Because i think that Josh could walk down that path if he isnt careful. I hope not, because hes really cool and i wouldnt want to see him dead.

So Everett is supposed to be coming over. We're fine now i guess, I dunno. It seems like he is wanting to mess ( Read more... )

So lets recap tonites lovely festivites...

1. My boyfriend blew me off to go get drunk at a Greencity Party.

2. My best friend couldnt come over and help me wallow in my sorrows and watch Si-Fi movies.

3. My mom went to town and didnt buy me any booze

4. Last but not least, mom is planning this big old family get together tommorrow night...Joy..

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