after talking more to the girl i like i think i may have a legitemate shot... well i don't want to count my proverbial chickens before they hatch lol so i'm gonna wait and see its to bad her family is so strict i'd try to get her go see a movie or just hang out at the mall sometime that would be awesome.^^ i just need to work up the nerve to tell ( Read more... )

this sucks i've learned a lot in last half hour or so, the girl i like is one of those ppl that have the power to crush ones soul and not even realize they've done it... i don't think that me and this girl have much in common so as the count stands its me 0 everyone else 46546646754561321842100165421006541120 give or take a few million... i don't ( Read more... )

it has come to my attention that i'm more then likely the only one who reads this so i feel reasonably safe in titleing this entry like that... this sucks i'm all but positive that the girl i like now doesn't like me as ne more then a friend and while that does suck its better then nothing. i do hope that shes online tonight because i doubt that i ( Read more... )

this really blows i had a hole bunch of shit typed and my trashed/moronic friend is talking to me and caused me to inadvertantly hit the wrong fucking button erasing a lot of stuff... i'm fucking tired. this has been probably the crappiest summer i can remember if only because i can't even remember most of yesterday... i wish had the balls to to ( Read more... )

same old shit today... nothing has change except work is still getting worse lol they took my box cutter away from me today -_- they took it cause some idiot was fucking around and cut himself and the night manager freaked out (WTF!?!?!) i wasn't happy. but oh well i'll just get a pocket knife and not tell ne one i have it lol Monday i promised my ( Read more... )

i went to the fair tonight, it was alright. i paid $2 for a fucking soda tho >< the demo derby was pretty good, we spent most of the night hiding from Sierra and her friend... i actually wanted to talk to Sierra but Tyler was being stupid as per usual, well i guess i can understand his not wanting to see her... newho my first choice is out of ( Read more... )

i was gonna goto the state fair tonight but somehow that got fucked i'm still not quite sure what happened lol well things always tend to come back to haunt me and something just reared up waved now i feel like shit about june 5th's post =( i was genuinly worried about my friend gettin hurt but now i know that he set himself up for it... (i'm sore ( Read more... )

HURRAY!!!! Doom 3 is out tommorow =) i hope i get there in time to me a copy lol i should have just reserved a copy but oh well. if i don't get a copy tommorow i'll wait till friday and buy it at Circut City for $10 less then best buy... today was pretty good i finally told one of the fuckheads at work off for calling me "Junior" i don't mind my ( Read more... )

well life still sucks... well i'm sure it would suck if i had one lol i've decided that i don't hate Sierra (i just hate what happened to my friends because of her...) but ne ways who ever posted that shit abut Tyler changing his mind a lot hit the bullseye dead on hehe. its been days since i've even so much as looked at the sky, i need to get out ( Read more... )

i'm starting to wonder y i even get up in the morning i have no life, a shitty job, no girlfriend, almost no friends, and i've seen pieces of paper that r darker then my skin (on the upside i don't have ne tan lines... lol *shoots self*). one of my few friends may be getting a job where i work so if he gets the job that will be awesome. the one ( Read more... )