Oz and I had some time to decompress while we were away. I finally told him that I wasn't ready to return to LA for apocalypse season. I'm so tired and with everything that has happened in the last year or so, I don't feel like I've had time to really catch my breath. Then Alex told me that Oz's band has been offered an across the country tour of ( Read more... )

I need a vacation. Maybe I shouldn't be surprised that I finally hit my limit and broke down for a bit on my father, but I'm not happy about it. I'm not the girl who cries. I'm the one who keeps it together and thinks of a way to help everyone else. When I fall apart, I can't handle it ( Read more... )

Son of a bitch! Like teaching Matt magic behind our backs wasn't bad enough? Like his fucking books just laying around in an unlocked apartment wasn't bad enough? Vincent cast some kind of dark magic spell and a fuz'lak demon was released near my father's apartment. Perfect ( Read more... )

I can't believe this. Matt is in a coma because he somehow got into my father's apartment, the apartment Vince is staying in, and cast some spell from one of the books. One of the dark arts books and whatever spell it was knocked him into a wall. He...God, he looks so damn young and those machines. It's hard to look at him, but I can't seem to ( Read more... )

It's over. Connor successfully killed the corrupt power and there is a new power that be in place. We're supposed to be able to rest easier now. Be able to trust in them and maybe that will happen eventually, but I can't just switch gears. My kids were put in danger too many times. Brooke and other innocents died because we didn't get enough ( Read more... )

Carly fixed my memories. It hit me suddenly and I knew right away it was Pan. I guess I get why he did it. I mean, I shot him and I do have the information to take his ass down. He could have just killed me, but I guess he figured he'd just buy himself some time instead. I've decided to not tell Oz or the cubs about how to take Pan down or what ( Read more... )

Maybe I should get a sign that says, "don't fuck with my memory" or something. Oz, Galen and some of the other kids and employees have been looking at me strangely the last few days. Oz kept asking me to stop vibing so much, whatever the hell that means, and Galen asked if I felt alright. I know that everyone has been upset about Brooke's death and ( Read more... )

Angel called. He talked to Oz and I knew something was wrong before Oz hung up the phone. He stepped into my office, closed the door, and told me that Brooke died. The stalker was able to kill her, with everyone on the set. No warning, no chance to help her. She's gone ( Read more... )

I've had it with situations that I have no control over. Especially situations that involve my friends and family. We can't get any answers about the powers and what is going on with the visions. Destiny, Gia, Dylan, Buffy, Maddy and Willow all nearly burned while we were in town. The powers gave Des a vision with no pictures, no clues who was at ( Read more... )

We're in Sunnydale thanks to Destiny's pictureless vision about Giles and Buffy singing and bursting into flames. Everyone is edgy and frustrated with the lack of information from the powers and on what is causing this singing and dancing stuff to happen. Obviously it's demonic, but not a lot of luck in figuring out what kind of demon ( Read more... )