This whole blog is me fixating on a boy!
So, yesterday I had a date with Matt. He lives in Middletown, a couple hours from here, and he took the train to come see me. It was my first time seeing him in person, and oh my fucking god, he is GORGEOUS. He's also a transvestite. 
So, I went and picked him up at the station, and we got a little lost cause I suck at downtown driving. But we got home, and we just hung out and watched the "X" movie. I think the fact that he brought anime made me like him even more. Then we went back downtown and I took him to see my art at the gallery and I think he was duely impressed. Then we came back and laid down on my bed side by side and just talked and played with Bella (my cat). Then we watched Army of Darkness on my laptop (still laying down) and then we took turns showing each other the different online animations we'd seen. I introduced him to LegendaryFrog, and he showed me Salad Fingers, which is the sickest, darkest, most twisted, and yet funniest thing I've ever seen. Absolutely crazy. And then I took him back to the train station, and he gave me a hug and left. I even let him borrow my JTHM and Squee comics! I'm talking to him now, and I'm thinking it actually went as well as I was thinking. The only problem.... he's anerexic. And well, I'm not. I'm hypoglacemic (sp) which means I have low blood sugar and get terrible migraines when I don't eat. All I had to eat yesterday was a yoghurt. I swear, he had a yoghurt too and it was like he was making love to that spoon. Oh my god, he's so fucking sexy. I would have loved nothing more to just jump him right there. Gah. I don't know if he's interested in a romantic relationship, but I sure hope so. If he wants to "just be friends" I forcast an awful lot of sexual frustration in my future. He's also talking about getting his nipples pierced. If he does, I think I'll instantaneously combust. One person should not be so amazing gorgeous and sexy at the same time. Honestly, I think if he asked, I'd totally have his spooky, gothic lil babies. To those who know me well, you know how absolutely CRAZY that is for me to think. I can't stand babies... they're so.. eww. I just hope he's attracted to me too.
So, I went and picked him up at the station, and we got a little lost cause I suck at downtown driving. But we got home, and we just hung out and watched the "X" movie. I think the fact that he brought anime made me like him even more. Then we went back downtown and I took him to see my art at the gallery and I think he was duely impressed. Then we came back and laid down on my bed side by side and just talked and played with Bella (my cat). Then we watched Army of Darkness on my laptop (still laying down) and then we took turns showing each other the different online animations we'd seen. I introduced him to LegendaryFrog, and he showed me Salad Fingers, which is the sickest, darkest, most twisted, and yet funniest thing I've ever seen. Absolutely crazy. And then I took him back to the train station, and he gave me a hug and left. I even let him borrow my JTHM and Squee comics! I'm talking to him now, and I'm thinking it actually went as well as I was thinking. The only problem.... he's anerexic. And well, I'm not. I'm hypoglacemic (sp) which means I have low blood sugar and get terrible migraines when I don't eat. All I had to eat yesterday was a yoghurt. I swear, he had a yoghurt too and it was like he was making love to that spoon. Oh my god, he's so fucking sexy. I would have loved nothing more to just jump him right there. Gah. I don't know if he's interested in a romantic relationship, but I sure hope so. If he wants to "just be friends" I forcast an awful lot of sexual frustration in my future. He's also talking about getting his nipples pierced. If he does, I think I'll instantaneously combust. One person should not be so amazing gorgeous and sexy at the same time. Honestly, I think if he asked, I'd totally have his spooky, gothic lil babies. To those who know me well, you know how absolutely CRAZY that is for me to think. I can't stand babies... they're so.. eww. I just hope he's attracted to me too.