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Once again, stuck in the land that is school. I want to be somewhere else.....anywhere. I lost it again today *sigh* what is wrong with me? And last night by the way. Just standing in the middle of the house screaming my lungs out...they're gonna lock me up in an asylum i just know it. But maybe I am crazy. I've heard it so much, hell im starting ( Read more... )

Today was a walkout at school. It was so awsome. except it was raining so I was staning in the rain for over an hour and i was SOAKED my hair, my clothes, my backpack and everything in it...grrr. my binder is just disgusting, its soaked beyond i dunno what. So I came home, ate soup and changed. I never thought I would be so happy to be in dry ( Read more... )

Well Im sitting here in the school library. Lisa is a at rehersal so I have nothing better to do than sit here and listen to music and ofcourse update my journal. OMG weirdest thing! I got this email from that site www.someonelikesyou.com and it says that I have a secret admirer. Thats so weird and Im gonna feel so bad considering I already have a ( Read more... )

I didn't take my medicine again....now im too catatonic to be motivated enough to go get it. Oy...here we go again...im home alone...hmmm...that could work to my advantage

She stood in the rain....not knowing where she was going or where she had been for that matter...The cool droplets like ice on her warm skin, her heart racing. 'Had I Been running?' she calmly wondered. Calmly...the only emotion she had felt for the last few days..but how can someone be calm when they can't remember? She didn't have a past....no ( Read more... )

Oy, why why WHY does this happen? AM I not enough? This is killing me slowly but surely...I worried so much I was physically sick today at the end of 3rd period. I want to be there to help but WHY can't I? WHY I want someone to tell me that ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:Very HighSchizoid:ModerateSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:ModerateBorderline:Very HighHistrionic:LowNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:Very HighDependent:HighObsessive-Compulsive:High
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Today I saw something...It was at the end of second period art. A small sculpture, which looked to be frail and made of paper mache. It's owner held it without much care and playfully jabbed at it with a pair of scissors. I heard a hideous tearing sound as the gleaming silver blade dissapeared into the statue...It's point now protruding from its ( Read more... )