I may not always love you ( Read more... )

I felt like a complete idiot when Paden saw me putting my ear up against the door. I set myself up and I knew he couldnt let me get away without harassing me for the next several minutes ( Read more... )

yeah ok I kind of sort of like Theo...

along with Chris and Neil.

This sucks becuase I think he thinks he's the only one :\

I wish I could just close my eyes and make it al go away.

Andy told him we had sex. What is that? It NEVER even happened!

Some guys that seem so nice turn out to be such sleezebags.

Last night Theo and I kissed.

The End.

When February rolls around i'll roll my eyes ( Read more... )

oh gosh. Here I am torn between 3 boys ( Read more... )

Favorite thing to do EVER as of right now: Play Music by Johannes Brahms. I am so in love with that man's music. its even so much that I like it, as much as it is I can FEEL the passion when I play his music. His music gives me peace to my soul and a deep internal longing. I dont know what for, but until i find out, I pretend it is a longing to ( Read more... )

When I look at who I was only a few months ago I feel disgusted with myself ( Read more... )

eh, a shitty day in general ( Read more... )

Have I ruine what I have so beautifully created ( Read more... )