possibly the worst feeling in my life..

Apr 26, 2004 23:05

most of you prolly already know this.. but here's the whole story for those that don't.. *sighu ( Read more... )

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Here's something for your thoughts. rainbow_reject April 27 2004, 04:05:27 UTC
I knew you were lying to me. Why couldn't you just tell me? I'm so sick of this. And your right, it probably is over. I'm glad that you've found happiness with Shannon. It doesn't suprise me. I hope she can do everything for you that I couldn't. ::goes to school in tears::

You know where to find me if you want to hear the rest.

-Ashley-

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anime_raptor April 27 2004, 04:22:48 UTC
;-; Awww. Your life looks like hell right now... :O Ashley, you should be more understanding. If you look to see, he actually does love you very much. He doesn't want to leave you behind, he wants to stay with you and keep your love. ._. He doesn't want Shannon, only as a friend. Sphen is just giving her a second chance, like everyone disserves. What Sphen really wants is just to keep you and your love forever. He didn't tell you that other part because he knew you would be very mad and very upset. Probably would have thought that Shannon may have started something. :\ Sphen isn't like that, and you know it. If she did try, he would stop her, because he loves you. :\ Just try to think that the entire "accidental kiss" thing never happened, okay? If that never happened, you guys would never be on the verge of breaking up right now....

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rainbow_reject April 27 2004, 13:21:14 UTC
How can you say I'm not understanding?!? I have suffered through so much shit and being yelled at for things I haven't even done. I go home almost everyday and cry b/c of this shit.
So who are you to say that about me?!?

He has screamed at me about who I want to be friends with. But does anyone defend me, of course not. Everyone is always trying to make Sphen out to be this perfect person.

Don't get me wrong, I ♥ him so much that I would die for him, but he does screw up. And you need to realize that. I know he's your friend and you care about him, but you can't always come to the rescue and try to make everything alright. He needs to fix what he's done on his own.

I don't care about what happened before. The past is past. I know this. My problems go beyond that.

So if you even care about my say in all of this, then go and read my LJ. Otherwise you can stay and think w/e you want about me. Its your choice.

♥ Ashley

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s0undjunkie April 27 2004, 16:55:15 UTC
Actually, Sphen going out with Shannon and that other girl was very inapropriote in the first place. Sure, they're just friends and all, but you don't just go out with two girls that you're not seeing. It's offensive. It's just something you don't do. At all.

That's good that you see that 'the past is the past', especially since it was something so dramatic. Big props for that.

Snaps for Ashley. :D *snap snap* XD

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xxseraphimonxx April 27 2004, 19:23:57 UTC
look.. i know you are Joseph's g/f and i should prolly be nice to you... but here's the truth ( ... )

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