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I'm crying Beacuse of This
This entry is for xxserenaxx
I walked home listening to this song and crying because it fits so well with whats going on right now. I guess I didnt even realize how soon it was until you left because the day is one more day away.
"One Year, Six Months"
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
I can tell that you don't know me anymore (<---This line of the song is not true)
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do
I know you have so much on your mind right now....but i want you to know that I heard this song as I was coming home from work tonight and I cried the whole walk home...because I could only think of you. And how much Im going to miss you. I dont think theres anyone who is going to miss you as much as I am. There wont be a day that I wont think about your laugh, your smile, your scream, your ideas, the way you talk, the way you yell at me, the way you made me happy, the way you made sad, and just you. I remember the first day we met. Do you remember that? It was in the library and I was on the computer and so was Robert (do you remember Robert?) and I was messing with Robert....and you thought it was funny....and we started talking and I thought you were the coolest....then I moved away and we still kept in contact. because you were so great to talk to....then I moved back and it seemed as if you were my only friend. Especially when the whole Drama department hated me. You were always there to just talk to and make me feel better. Then you came back into the department and then Senior year...............which was the most amazing year of my life. Theres so much I remember....like the time I thought I had TB....or the times we ditched first period and went to your house....or the time we argued in Ms. Rogers class....or just Ms. Rogers class in general....our scene that we took to Long Beach......but the one thing Ill never forget is that summer night You, Matt and I just layed in your bed for hours, laughing and talking and being stupid because thats what best friends do. And I remember all the stupid arguments we got into because I love to be on the contrary and I dont know why but you put up with it. You put up with so much of my shit.........and I love you Serena.....I love you so much....and I cant stop crying because I cant stop thinking about not being able to see you every day.......and I cant stop thinking about how much you've grown up to become this amazing, inspiring, beautiful, breath taking, supporting woman. And I cant stop thinking about how much I know that this is for the best and Im so happy that you're starting your life out there in the world..........Remember when I went to your house a few nights ago and you kept asking me what I was thinking about.....I was thinking about how much Im going to miss seeing your smile, and your eyes, and hearing your voice, and seeing the way you walk like your on a mission....There wont be a day that I wont think about you because I love you to much to forget about you......But dont take this entry as anything other then a "GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE!" because I know you're going to be happy in hawaii and thats all that matters. And I would rather you be a 1000 miles away and smiling then have you here frowning because you're unhappy and uncertain about alot of things.....I dont know if that makes sense but I guess alot of what I say doesnt make sense. But I do know that one thing in this entry will make sense and its that I love you no matter what. And im going to miss you. And I wish you the best of luck in the world. I guess thats all I have to say.........................Goodbye Serena............I know Ill see you sometime before you leave but I wanted you to read what my soul wanted to say to you....because Im not good at this stuff in person....:') I love you always.
My heart belongs to you.
or... if ur his friend armandderomanus its friends only so u could read it with the link on top...
This entry is for xxserenaxx
I walked home listening to this song and crying because it fits so well with whats going on right now. I guess I didnt even realize how soon it was until you left because the day is one more day away.
"One Year, Six Months"
Sew this up with threads of reason and regret
So I will not forget. I will not forget
How this felt one year six months ago
I know I cannot forget. I cannot forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
I can tell that you don't know me anymore (<---This line of the song is not true)
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that I can share with you
So many nights, legs tangled tight
Wrap me up in a dream with you
Close up these eyes, try not to cry
All that I've got to pull me through is memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
Memories of you
I'm falling into memories of you and things we used to do
Follow me there
A beautiful somewhere
A place that we can share
Falling into memories of you and things we used to do
I know you have so much on your mind right now....but i want you to know that I heard this song as I was coming home from work tonight and I cried the whole walk home...because I could only think of you. And how much Im going to miss you. I dont think theres anyone who is going to miss you as much as I am. There wont be a day that I wont think about your laugh, your smile, your scream, your ideas, the way you talk, the way you yell at me, the way you made me happy, the way you made sad, and just you. I remember the first day we met. Do you remember that? It was in the library and I was on the computer and so was Robert (do you remember Robert?) and I was messing with Robert....and you thought it was funny....and we started talking and I thought you were the coolest....then I moved away and we still kept in contact. because you were so great to talk to....then I moved back and it seemed as if you were my only friend. Especially when the whole Drama department hated me. You were always there to just talk to and make me feel better. Then you came back into the department and then Senior year...............which was the most amazing year of my life. Theres so much I remember....like the time I thought I had TB....or the times we ditched first period and went to your house....or the time we argued in Ms. Rogers class....or just Ms. Rogers class in general....our scene that we took to Long Beach......but the one thing Ill never forget is that summer night You, Matt and I just layed in your bed for hours, laughing and talking and being stupid because thats what best friends do. And I remember all the stupid arguments we got into because I love to be on the contrary and I dont know why but you put up with it. You put up with so much of my shit.........and I love you Serena.....I love you so much....and I cant stop crying because I cant stop thinking about not being able to see you every day.......and I cant stop thinking about how much you've grown up to become this amazing, inspiring, beautiful, breath taking, supporting woman. And I cant stop thinking about how much I know that this is for the best and Im so happy that you're starting your life out there in the world..........Remember when I went to your house a few nights ago and you kept asking me what I was thinking about.....I was thinking about how much Im going to miss seeing your smile, and your eyes, and hearing your voice, and seeing the way you walk like your on a mission....There wont be a day that I wont think about you because I love you to much to forget about you......But dont take this entry as anything other then a "GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE!" because I know you're going to be happy in hawaii and thats all that matters. And I would rather you be a 1000 miles away and smiling then have you here frowning because you're unhappy and uncertain about alot of things.....I dont know if that makes sense but I guess alot of what I say doesnt make sense. But I do know that one thing in this entry will make sense and its that I love you no matter what. And im going to miss you. And I wish you the best of luck in the world. I guess thats all I have to say.........................Goodbye Serena............I know Ill see you sometime before you leave but I wanted you to read what my soul wanted to say to you....because Im not good at this stuff in person....:') I love you always.
My heart belongs to you.
or... if ur his friend armandderomanus its friends only so u could read it with the link on top...