Lazy day...
It's been pouring all day! I've done nothing but go on the computer and lay in bed. All day i have been looking into anything I can find about Alice and Andrew Lee Potts. Lol. It's weird how much one show has affected me. This story has now become my fantasy. LOL. I wish I was Alice=)
My great Aunt Cathie is staying with us for a few days. She lives about an hour north of here with my Aunt Margaret. Well, Aunt Cathie (at 90yrs of age) is gone these days. She's there...but her mind's not. My Aunt Margaret, who is 84, watches over her. Well, Aunt Margaret is in the hospital...possibly has lung cancer. So AC is here with us. It's so sad to see her now sometimes. She has no idea who any of us are...except Nan, her sister. She is frightened most of the time, but we try our best to make her feel comfortable. I hope that I never get this way...
Jay and I have been on the rocks lately. We fight alot. He has been lying to me about things. I hate being lied to. When Jay and I first got together, I told him that there is only 2 things that he could do to make me leave. 1...cheat on me and 2...lie to me. I've dealt with the lying for a while and I am sick of it. He lies about 2 things...the same things over and over! I get he has a problem but lying to me is not helping! We almost seperated the other night. It has come to the point where I am not as upset as I probably should be about the thought of him leaving. I hate this. I love him just as much as I ever had...but at times, I feel like he is a completely different person.
I decided that our relationship is definately worth fighting for. I told him everything that I felt. He cried...I didn't. He promised to change. That it would be more than just words from now on. We'll see.
Well...gotta ,ake a cup of tea for me and AC. Hope you are all doing well!
My great Aunt Cathie is staying with us for a few days. She lives about an hour north of here with my Aunt Margaret. Well, Aunt Cathie (at 90yrs of age) is gone these days. She's there...but her mind's not. My Aunt Margaret, who is 84, watches over her. Well, Aunt Margaret is in the hospital...possibly has lung cancer. So AC is here with us. It's so sad to see her now sometimes. She has no idea who any of us are...except Nan, her sister. She is frightened most of the time, but we try our best to make her feel comfortable. I hope that I never get this way...
Jay and I have been on the rocks lately. We fight alot. He has been lying to me about things. I hate being lied to. When Jay and I first got together, I told him that there is only 2 things that he could do to make me leave. 1...cheat on me and 2...lie to me. I've dealt with the lying for a while and I am sick of it. He lies about 2 things...the same things over and over! I get he has a problem but lying to me is not helping! We almost seperated the other night. It has come to the point where I am not as upset as I probably should be about the thought of him leaving. I hate this. I love him just as much as I ever had...but at times, I feel like he is a completely different person.
I decided that our relationship is definately worth fighting for. I told him everything that I felt. He cried...I didn't. He promised to change. That it would be more than just words from now on. We'll see.
Well...gotta ,ake a cup of tea for me and AC. Hope you are all doing well!