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I dont know what to say anymore, I doubt he even has read any of these to know how much I've been hurting. I know he read the first one but I dont know about the last two. I'm tired of feeling like this. I had the weirdest fucking dream ever last night that delt with some shit that has happened in my life...here's the short version minus a lot of ( Read more... )

So yeah let me just say one word. FUCK. I dont know what to do anymore. Yesterday I was content with letting me and him be how we were because I knew he was still MINE. However that was before I got the call from him saying how much he fucked up and how he wished he could take it all back. I'm not going to go into details I'll say a name that's ( Read more... )

so yeah. I'm still just as lost as ever. Turns out I can comprehend this to tell the complete truth. I dont understand and I hate it. I mean I just dont know. But to clear things up..someone thought I regreted stuff [cuz how I made the last post sound] and I want to clarify that I dont regret anything. But yeah so it's kinda like I dont NEED Ricky ( Read more... )