I honestly feel like sh_t. I don't think anyone will actually read this, really don't but o well. This is for me, not for anyone else. The whole time I was in Montana, I felt like a shadow. I went with Karissa. Shall I describe Karissa. Karissa weighs about 110lbs is 5'3 with blonde hair and blue eyes. Karissa is a giant flirt, she is beautiful. I ( Read more... )

BOLD THINGS THAT APPLY TO YOU.

01. My hair is still its natural color.
02. I have yet to lose my phone-virginity. [it was gross, I just let Kevin do his thang...*shudder* atleast im honest :x]
03. I get annoyed when I don't get to finish telling a story.
04. I like to wear pink. [sometimes...]
05. Sometimes I wish I could do something really, ( Read more... )

So I went to Montana, met some cool people [not really] there were n0 people there whatsoever. I swear 75% of the population...is cows. I stalked a cowboy tho, which was fun only because I am country girl at heart (but I hide it) yeep. I spent most of my nights writing a letter to Brittany which makes it sound like she is my love or something, but ( Read more... )

I got my tonsils and my adnoid taken out last Tuesday, it was a good time. I don't know what an adnoid is, but I don't have one anymore *shrug* it hurt and I hated feeling all outta it cuz of the anesthesia shit. I was mad at the doctor guy tho cuz he made me take off my Brittany Bracelets. I was mad, but my daddy said that he would wear them so ( Read more... )

My pictures. Love them or I will shoot you *bang bang*


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So today was uber fun. Not. LoL. I woke up at the ungodly hour of 8am. I had to go to the doctors, I get my tonsils removed on Tuesday, I'm scurred cuz it's gonna hurt :( But i will live :) I am getting em taken out this soon so I can still go on my wonderful Vacation to montana LoL. I wanna go see hicks, you know how I do ( Read more... )

I AM HOME!!!!! I was at my grampas house for a year (5 days) ... I got to call Brittany tho, plus points on grampa's part...having Free Long distance and all. I am listening to gangster *what what* 50cent remixes that Kevin gave me forever ago, I forgeted that I had them. I hate him so bad :) I am thinkin about taking pictures later to be cool of ( Read more... )

I wanna just write to make myself feel better but writing this I can almost guarantee will just make me feel worse. I just need to get this shit out. I really do. I am SICK of feeling like this. I am Not mad at anyone but myself. I am frustrated with myself. I am sick of being the girl that guys see as a friend but nothing more. I am mad at myself ( Read more... )

I am going to vent.

KevinI hate him I fucking Hate him. I hate only three people. Kevin Steven and Rachel. I hate them. Well back to Kevin. He feels the need to talk to me tonight telling me how ugly I am and how I shouldnt be sad and cry cuz he doesnt want me. Like I care. I was just saying bye kevin bye kevin for the longest time till I snapped ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was an effin blast. My firework blew up and it almost killed me and Christy *dies*. But we are okay. My dad flipped out and then he took away my lighter, but then he gave it back cuz he found out that my firework just blew out the bottom and I didn't do anything wrong. so I still have my bright orange lighter and I love it ( Read more... )