I'm not sure if she'll be angry that I'm posting this letter here, but it is my journal. And where I get imput and stuff so...
Tuesday, April 30th/02
Manderz!
First off I just want to say thanks SO MUCH for the letter!! Totally unexpected, like most of what you've been sending my way! But regardless, extremely appreciated!
Alright. Now your letter gave me the impression that you wanted me to tell you what you should do. The whole 'should I fight for you or walk away' question was enough forth. The answer to that question is unfortunately not in my mind but in yours. Only you can decide if you want to fight for me.
With all of this attention I see to be accumulating lately I'm starting to pay attention to not only the flashy charades which people are wowing me with, but also the small endearing qualities that not many possess. You possess them! You should be proud. In all factuality the small endearing sentiments are the things I hold closer to my heart! And also give more credit to. Sure the flashy things get my attention. but the small things are remembered in the end.
I hope that made sense to you!
I wrote an Ani Defranco song in my lj just a little bit ago before I wrote this, I'm going to write it here. It's really exactly what I look for in a person. If you feel you possess these qualities then my advice is - Don't give up!
Asking Too Much
I am really too lazy to type the song, so if you really wanna know...go look it up or something :D
So that basically sums up my very long list fo needs. It's your decision as to what you want to do. Either is fine with me! Because I know you'll be a part of my life whether its as a friend or a girlfriend.
So to answer another question, I did notice you were gone! And I'm missing your sparky attitude! It brightens up my day :D
I'm glad your bestest friend is coming back! We need those in our life!
Mine is actually writing her last exam as I sit here writing to you!
I got a digital camera! It's SOOOOO fun!!!
I'll have to send you pictures sometime soon!
Anyways I better go and mail this and continue on with my day!
It was great hearing from you once again. Mail me anytime. I don't mind!
Love Kelly XO
And that was that. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. Do I have enuff give in my heart? We'll soon see. I wouldn't want this to ruin our ever lasting friendship.