hey i've been away all weekend swimming and watching saved and gone with the wind. and im waterlogged. lol and me and katrina are gunna pack my shit to move. and lisa (calvin's mom) brought over a book with picture's and a letter to me from her. and its cool she wants me to finish it with her (im making katrina do it too) lol and DWARFSTAR!!!!!! ( Read more... )

well today was the last day of school but i have summer school for science. and yesterday katrina spent the night and i got to school at 9:30 and school got out at 12. and richard and me are listening to his brothers band. they are really good but they dont have a name yet... were thinking of one. they are so awesome!!!!! OHHHH MAN!!!! lol poop. ( Read more... )

Well School was really fucking gay. I miss calvin! and we had locker clean out today and it was mat's birthday. and so his mom brought him food and it had bar-b-que shit and ben put it in richards drink and everyone drank it but me and megan didnt she almost threw up. lol and no one sits where calvin use to. and it feels weird him not being there. ( Read more... )

Well today I went to school. and it was boring!!! and today was stupid because he had to watch a dumb play. i like plays but this one wasnt even good the actors sucked. but anyways in 2nd period me and kyle listened to the new system of a down cd. its pretty good i have it. but i havent listened to it yet. lol well my okay mood was ending cause i ( Read more... )

woah this is crazy because the day before calvin died. i said yea me and you and conor oberst could all have a big 3 some together! and he said okay! lol yea!! so idk..

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woah well after i posted me and dylan hung out and we talked to kayla and i made her birthday card its cool. and im listening to desaparecidos. and then me and dylan walked to the end of the drive way. and we hung out in that persons yard that all of out friends hung out in. and calvin did too. and we sat there and talked. it was weird cause there ( Read more... )

Hokay! well the depressing shit hole was stupid and dylans here and he gave me a dead shark in a jar. its cool. its name is mr. tadakichi!! lol and its sexy. and well im talking to katrina on the IM and her and her boyfriend ben look alike!! LOL!! they're bother and sister! ewwww hot sweaty family sex...EWW!! lol and well im bored listening and ( Read more... )

Ahhhh well I sewed shit on my messenger bag (again) and i put some stuff on my calvin pictures. it looks cool now.. and I talked to Richard on the phone he's been calling me all week. and he said him and Kelsey were never going out. (cause thats what she said). and i said.. umm well she told everyone that you guys were going out. and im confused ( Read more... )

this is my "home made porno" lol yea its me and calvin and the story behind this is that calvin and anthony came over and anthony needed to use calvins cell phone (which has a camera on it.) and anthony went out of the room to call someone and he came back in and me and calvin were making out. and anthony took the picture and when calvin died his ( Read more... )

look what i made for calvin... im sorry i miss him and love him.. he was such a beautiful person. and he still is..
love, catherine

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