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Feb 09, 2005 23:52

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Hey bitch!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I want your secksinessness

broknNbruised9: Hay hoe!!

broknNbruised9: i wait urs more!!

broknNbruised9: want*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: You cant prove that

xXfallenTearz3Xx: You dont love me

xXfallenTearz3Xx: You dissed me for a lollipop!

broknNbruised9: i can prove that... remember same sex isnt cheating!!!! n the lollipop was good!! i was gunna give it to u but u walked away!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Oh yea....

xXfallenTearz3Xx: But Matt would be mad if he wasnt there so lemme ask him if its ok

broknNbruised9: ok!

broknNbruised9: *crosses fingers*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: xXfallenTearz3Xx: Is it ok if I have sex with Sara?

XDriveThru96X: um

XDriveThru96X: not really...

xXfallenTearz3Xx: he says no

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Im sowwies!

broknNbruised9: ;_;

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I love you anyways

broknNbruised9: see you dont love me! ud rather make him happy then me happy!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: NO!!!!! Thats not it

xXfallenTearz3Xx: he'd consider it cheating if I fucked you

xXfallenTearz3Xx: but if I kiss you its ok

broknNbruised9: oo yay!!

broknNbruised9: we should have a kissing date! like where we only kiss!! *hehe*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: oooh fun!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: wait I have to make sure Matt wont take it as cheating

broknNbruised9: ok!! *crosses fingers again!*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Hes not cool with that either v_v

xXfallenTearz3Xx: and I cant cheat on him... hes THE BEST boyfriend ever (i said boyfriend not lesbian lover ^_~)

broknNbruised9: ^_^ fer seriousness??? im the bestest lesbian lover youve had?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: YES!!!!!!!

broknNbruised9: wait arent i the only one?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: OMG theres no doubt

xXfallenTearz3Xx: mayyyybe

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I cant tell you that

broknNbruised9: =-O wow!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: its confidential information

broknNbruised9: u were into girls when u were in the 4th grade?!?!?!?!?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: No

xXfallenTearz3Xx: If I had one I didnt have to tell you I did!!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: You havent been my lesbian lover forever

broknNbruised9: i kno! but since October 25, 2001!!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Ive only known you since then

xXfallenTearz3Xx: we havent been lesbians that whole time

broknNbruised9: well u said that we were since we met!

broknNbruised9: ;_; wow! i feel um... HURT!

broknNbruised9: OMFG! guess what!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: What?!?!?/

broknNbruised9: im drinkin apple juice from the bottle!! *hehe* ive NEVER done that b4! its sahweet!!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: lol

xXfallenTearz3Xx: You dumbass

broknNbruised9: yah i kno i kno! but u still love me right?!?!?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: YES

xXfallenTearz3Xx: of course!

broknNbruised9: ^_^

xXfallenTearz3Xx: *steals apple juice from yo and drinks it all!!!!*

broknNbruised9: ;_; HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!

broknNbruised9: haha now i get to steal sumtin of your!!!

broknNbruised9: yours*

broknNbruised9: muahahahaha

broknNbruised9: if matt doesnt first!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Woah! what

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Whats your term for apple juice

broknNbruised9: lol omg! no i didnt mean me stealin ur apple juice...

broknNbruised9: i said sumtin of yours *hehe*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: naughty

broknNbruised9: oh yah u kno it!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: are you talking about my virginity?

broknNbruised9: LOL omfg! u call me slow!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: lol

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I wasnt sure I thought that was it but I had to make sure

broknNbruised9: lol

broknNbruised9: omg! do u wanna kno wut i really really hate?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: What?!?!??

broknNbruised9: when ppl look at ur buddyprofile more then once.. n not even take ur poll quiz or sign ur guest book!

broknNbruised9: i really hate that!

broknNbruised9: its annoying!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Im sowwies

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Cuz Ive done that

xXfallenTearz3Xx: cept I've taken you poll and quiz

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I think

broknNbruised9: uve taken my quiz... not so shure about the polll.... n didnt u sign my guest book also?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Nope

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I dont like guestsbooks

broknNbruised9: yah u have!!!!!

broknNbruised9: i told u to.. u did sign it!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I have?

broknNbruised9: mhm!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Dammit!

broknNbruised9: hahahahahhahahahhaha

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I wanted to say that guestbooks were the plotters of all things eveil.... next to dominoes

xXfallenTearz3Xx: lol

broknNbruised9: lol

broknNbruised9: oh yah!!

broknNbruised9: i havent signed some1s guest book in forever and a half!

broknNbruised9: gawd! only 3 ppl have signed my guestbook outta 166!!

broknNbruised9: i feel the hate!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Im sowwies

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I love you

xXfallenTearz3Xx: *gropes you*

broknNbruised9: ^_~ oo that was um... wow! words cant even explain how happy that made me!! *hehe*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: ^_^

xXfallenTearz3Xx: yaya!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: but you never grope me v_v ;_;

broknNbruised9: mhm!!!

broknNbruised9: *gropes you*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: yay!!!!!!!!!

broknNbruised9: man at first i thought that said "*grapes you*" so i was like wait wtf!! n then yah!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: hah!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: *throws a whipped cream pie in your face then licks the whipped cream off your neck!*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: haha

broknNbruised9: ooo that gave me the "shivers" *hehe*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: tee hee

broknNbruised9: gawd! how do u do it?! damn! the only other ppl who can do that is sean n kevin... n now u! wow!!

broknNbruised9: damn!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: tee hee ^_^ ^_^

xXfallenTearz3Xx: brb

broknNbruised9: mkay

xXfallenTearz3Xx: back

broknNbruised9: yay ^_^

xXfallenTearz3Xx: *squirts whipped creamin your mouth and takes some*

broknNbruised9: *hehe*

broknNbruised9: whipped cream = GREAT time!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: oh yesh!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: you need to but whipped cream and I need to come over?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: !**

broknNbruised9: wait huh?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: you need to buy whipped cream and I need to come over!!!***

broknNbruised9: o yah!!

broknNbruised9: omg! at one of our next parties!! WHIPPED CREAM ALL THE WAY!!

broknNbruised9: hahaha

xXfallenTearz3Xx: OH yesh!

broknNbruised9: omg! yay!!! *hehe* i hope the next party we have is soon!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: me too!!!!!!!!!!

broknNbruised9: yah!!

xXfallenTearz3Xx: wait Matt and Sean get to join with the whipped cream stuff right?

broknNbruised9: if they wanna *hehe* ^_~

broknNbruised9: lol

broknNbruised9: *hehe*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I want your octopus-like body parts

broknNbruised9: wait wut the fuck!!!???

xXfallenTearz3Xx: haha

xXfallenTearz3Xx: I want YOUR octopus-like body parts!!!!

broknNbruised9: i have octopus like body parts?

xXfallenTearz3Xx: mhmm

xXfallenTearz3Xx: Ive seen them

xXfallenTearz3Xx: it*

xXfallenTearz3Xx: them*

broknNbruised9: wtf! im soooooooooooo lost!!!!
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*hehe* cat i love you soooooooooo much... sowwie about earlier if i pissed u off er made u upset!!!!

well i stayed home 2day.. n i was kinda pissed half the day... so i read a bunch of ppls LJs... n seans LJ said sumtin about totp.. it it juss brought back memories!! some good memories.. some bad...

Good::

~Beinging with mia!! n all my other friends!!

~remember "oh shit i STUBBED my toe" hahaha that gay as man whore!!! *haha* i wonder if i go again this yr if he will be there... that was kinda sad the "this fire blaze was bigger than that" omg! i swear gay ppl!! *hehe* it was funny how some dood we didnt even kno told us to sit down at some table n started talkin to us about being whores!! hahaha that was sooooo funny! n he said it like it was a bad thing.. n then he said that me cat n mia looked like the school whore! hahaha its all free!!! *hehe* JAY FUCKING KAY!!! n then he was like im the school whore n i kno that i was like wow!!! n then his g/f got pissed at him cuz he spent like half of the time there talkin to some 13 yr olds he didnt kno instead of being w/ his g/f haha soo much fun!!!

~me n keshawn talkin like the whole night... gawd! i swear he was like the only person who got me then!! idk why i always get mad at him like i do.. i mean hes still in my heart which is sad cuz of all the shit hes put me thro.. but idk.. sumtin about that night when we had that talk juss wow! idk its weird talkin about him like this again.. i mean he put me thro a lot of shit! n yet i still talk to him like his my friend! idk.. me n him had a talk today... we were talkin about how i was alwats the one to get him to calm down when he was about to get in trouble ^_^ he said that i was the only person who really gets him... ^_^ that made me feel great! idk.. sometimes i wish he would of never done that shit to me! but im kinda happy he did cuz now im with sean!! ^_^...... but keshawn asked me to move to his dads w/ him 2day... i was like omg! some1 who actually is willing to take me away from this shit hole ypsi!!! but i couldnt leave it well i could but not w/o ne of my friends n sean!! idk.. i think about the past n wonder wut it would be like now if keshawn never did that shit! but idk.. i guess he had to of done that shit to me for a reason.. i mean i did say i loved his best friend while datin him... but that wasnt my fault... i couldnt say i loved him cuz i had all these feelings still w/ josh.. idk.. thats prolly why he did that shit! idk... oh well... idk ne more tho... i mean i miss him a lot n hes a good friend! n i wish that maybe sometime we could hang again... but at the rate hes goin.. ill prolly never see him again... idk tho! as long as im with the one that i love the most! then im happy!! *I Love You Sean!!!* ne who! howd i get from talkin about totp to keshawn.. idk..

~ i remember keshawn tellin me how he felt about me there when i was about to fucking kill myself cuz he did sumtin! wow! i guess thats a bad thing.. but also a good thing... idk..

~ i remember talkin to cat about cuttin n stuff... n i remember when every1 got pissed at us cuz we wanted to talk.. wow! ppl get pissed UBER easy... but so do i so i cant talk!!

~running away from ne1 w/ cat so we can talk!! *hehe* fun fun!

~saying "take your top off" to some guy n the guy actually doing that! THAT WAS HAWT!!!

um... i dont remember ne thing else good that happened...

bad::

~me almost killing myself cuz of what keshawn did!!

~me n cat gettin into a fight cuz she saw me w/ a piece of glass... n she thought i was gunna cut.. lil did she know i was gunna do more! *sowwie cat i loves you!!*

~aunnica like turnin every1 again me n cat cuz we wanted to talk alone!!

~every1 over by the fountain n clock tower walkin around it.. n then i left to chase after keshawn cuz i wass pissed at him... n then coming back n every1 left cat there by her self >_< *sowwie cat*

~me wanting to die everynite i went there by the end of the nite..

sowwie this entry is UBLEY long... i have a lot to say... yah so ne wayz... idk ne more..... im really upset right now... n im worried.. n i dont kno why.. i have a feelin that sometin bad happened today.. but idk... wow! i hope nuttin bad happened.. i mean hate it when bad things happen.. but idk.. i dont know how i agreed to move here from dundee.... i swear my life was good there..  i wansnt upset er pissed then.. well i was after that one night when... nvm! but yah... i miss dundee sooo much i hope to go back there some day n visit er sumtin... gawd! i miss almost every1 from there!! ecspecially peach fuz!! *hehe* he was the best! even tho he was like as old as my sis... but oh well.... i went there one time since i moved from there... n that was on my way to ohio... but we juss stoped at a gas station.... n that was like not really all in dundee... idk.... sumtimes i juss wish that we never moved from there.. but then again im happy we did cuz i wouldnt be friends w/ the ppl i am friends w/ 2day.. n i woulda never met sean! *the one i love ohsoverymuch!* but yah... imma go cuz this entry is long enough...

much love

x:X.Sara.X:x

I Love You Sean!!
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