xXfallenTearz3Xx: Hey bitch!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I want your secksinessness
broknNbruised9: Hay hoe!!
broknNbruised9: i wait urs more!!
broknNbruised9: want*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: You cant prove that
xXfallenTearz3Xx: You dont love me
xXfallenTearz3Xx: You dissed me for a lollipop!
broknNbruised9: i can prove that... remember same sex isnt cheating!!!! n the lollipop was good!! i was gunna give it to u but u walked away!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Oh yea....
xXfallenTearz3Xx: But Matt would be mad if he wasnt there so lemme ask him if its ok
broknNbruised9: ok!
broknNbruised9: *crosses fingers*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: xXfallenTearz3Xx: Is it ok if I have sex with Sara?
XDriveThru96X: um
XDriveThru96X: not really...
xXfallenTearz3Xx: he says no
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Im sowwies!
broknNbruised9: ;_;
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I love you anyways
broknNbruised9: see you dont love me! ud rather make him happy then me happy!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: NO!!!!! Thats not it
xXfallenTearz3Xx: he'd consider it cheating if I fucked you
xXfallenTearz3Xx: but if I kiss you its ok
broknNbruised9: oo yay!!
broknNbruised9: we should have a kissing date! like where we only kiss!! *hehe*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: oooh fun!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: wait I have to make sure Matt wont take it as cheating
broknNbruised9: ok!! *crosses fingers again!*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Hes not cool with that either v_v
xXfallenTearz3Xx: and I cant cheat on him... hes THE BEST boyfriend ever (i said boyfriend not lesbian lover ^_~)
broknNbruised9: ^_^ fer seriousness??? im the bestest lesbian lover youve had?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: YES!!!!!!!
broknNbruised9: wait arent i the only one?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: OMG theres no doubt
xXfallenTearz3Xx: mayyyybe
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I cant tell you that
broknNbruised9: =-O wow!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: its confidential information
broknNbruised9: u were into girls when u were in the 4th grade?!?!?!?!?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: No
xXfallenTearz3Xx: If I had one I didnt have to tell you I did!!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: You havent been my lesbian lover forever
broknNbruised9: i kno! but since October 25, 2001!!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Ive only known you since then
xXfallenTearz3Xx: we havent been lesbians that whole time
broknNbruised9: well u said that we were since we met!
broknNbruised9: ;_; wow! i feel um... HURT!
broknNbruised9: OMFG! guess what!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: What?!?!?/
broknNbruised9: im drinkin apple juice from the bottle!! *hehe* ive NEVER done that b4! its sahweet!!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: lol
xXfallenTearz3Xx: You dumbass
broknNbruised9: yah i kno i kno! but u still love me right?!?!?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: YES
xXfallenTearz3Xx: of course!
broknNbruised9: ^_^
xXfallenTearz3Xx: *steals apple juice from yo and drinks it all!!!!*
broknNbruised9: ;_; HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!
broknNbruised9: haha now i get to steal sumtin of your!!!
broknNbruised9: yours*
broknNbruised9: muahahahaha
broknNbruised9: if matt doesnt first!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Woah! what
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Whats your term for apple juice
broknNbruised9: lol omg! no i didnt mean me stealin ur apple juice...
broknNbruised9: i said sumtin of yours *hehe*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: naughty
broknNbruised9: oh yah u kno it!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: are you talking about my virginity?
broknNbruised9: LOL omfg! u call me slow!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: lol
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I wasnt sure I thought that was it but I had to make sure
broknNbruised9: lol
broknNbruised9: omg! do u wanna kno wut i really really hate?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: What?!?!??
broknNbruised9: when ppl look at ur buddyprofile more then once.. n not even take ur poll quiz or sign ur
guest book!
broknNbruised9: i really hate that!
broknNbruised9: its annoying!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Im sowwies
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Cuz Ive done that
xXfallenTearz3Xx: cept I've taken you poll and quiz
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I think
broknNbruised9: uve taken my quiz... not so shure about the polll.... n didnt u sign my guest book also?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Nope
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I dont like guestsbooks
broknNbruised9: yah u have!!!!!
broknNbruised9: i told u to.. u did sign it!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I have?
broknNbruised9: mhm!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Dammit!
broknNbruised9: hahahahahhahahahhaha
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I wanted to say that guestbooks were the plotters of all things eveil.... next to dominoes
xXfallenTearz3Xx: lol
broknNbruised9: lol
broknNbruised9: oh yah!!
broknNbruised9: i havent signed some1s guest book in forever and a half!
broknNbruised9: gawd! only 3 ppl have signed my guestbook outta 166!!
broknNbruised9: i feel the hate!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Im sowwies
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I love you
xXfallenTearz3Xx: *gropes you*
broknNbruised9: ^_~ oo that was um... wow! words cant even explain how happy that made me!! *hehe*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: ^_^
xXfallenTearz3Xx: yaya!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: but you never grope me v_v ;_;
broknNbruised9: mhm!!!
broknNbruised9: *gropes you*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: yay!!!!!!!!!
broknNbruised9: man at first i thought that said "*grapes you*" so i was like wait wtf!! n then yah!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: hah!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: *throws a whipped cream pie in your face then licks the whipped cream off your neck!*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: haha
broknNbruised9: ooo that gave me the "shivers" *hehe*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: tee hee
broknNbruised9: gawd! how do u do it?! damn! the only other ppl who can do that is sean n kevin... n now u! wow!!
broknNbruised9: damn!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: tee hee ^_^ ^_^
xXfallenTearz3Xx: brb
broknNbruised9: mkay
xXfallenTearz3Xx: back
broknNbruised9: yay ^_^
xXfallenTearz3Xx: *squirts whipped creamin your mouth and takes some*
broknNbruised9: *hehe*
broknNbruised9: whipped cream = GREAT time!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: oh yesh!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: you need to but whipped cream and I need to come over?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: !**
broknNbruised9: wait huh?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: you need to buy whipped cream and I need to come over!!!***
broknNbruised9: o yah!!
broknNbruised9: omg! at one of our next parties!! WHIPPED CREAM ALL THE WAY!!
broknNbruised9: hahaha
xXfallenTearz3Xx: OH yesh!
broknNbruised9: omg! yay!!! *hehe* i hope the next party we have is soon!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx:
me too!!!!!!!!!!
broknNbruised9: yah!!
xXfallenTearz3Xx: wait Matt and Sean get to join with the whipped cream stuff right?
broknNbruised9: if they wanna *hehe* ^_~
broknNbruised9: lol
broknNbruised9: *hehe*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I want your octopus-like body parts
broknNbruised9: wait wut the fuck!!!???
xXfallenTearz3Xx: haha
xXfallenTearz3Xx: I want YOUR octopus-like body parts!!!!
broknNbruised9: i have octopus like body parts?
xXfallenTearz3Xx: mhmm
xXfallenTearz3Xx: Ive seen them
xXfallenTearz3Xx: it*
xXfallenTearz3Xx: them*
broknNbruised9: wtf! im soooooooooooo lost!!!!
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*hehe* cat i love you soooooooooo much... sowwie about earlier if i pissed u off er made u upset!!!!
well i stayed home 2day.. n i was kinda pissed half the day... so i read a bunch of ppls LJs... n seans LJ said sumtin about totp.. it it juss brought back memories!! some good memories.. some bad...
Good::
~Beinging with mia!! n all my other friends!!
~remember "oh shit i STUBBED my toe" hahaha that gay as man whore!!! *haha* i wonder if i go again this yr if he will be there... that was kinda sad the "this fire blaze was bigger than that" omg! i swear gay ppl!! *hehe* it was funny how some dood we didnt even kno told us to sit down at some table n started talkin to us about being whores!! hahaha that was sooooo funny! n he said it like it was a bad thing.. n then he said that me cat n mia looked like the school whore! hahaha its all free!!! *hehe* JAY FUCKING KAY!!! n then he was like im the school whore n i kno that i was like wow!!! n then his g/f got pissed at him cuz he spent like half of the time there talkin to some 13 yr olds he didnt kno instead of being w/ his g/f haha soo much fun!!!
~me n keshawn talkin like the whole night... gawd! i swear he was like the only person who got me then!! idk why i always get mad at him like i do.. i mean hes still in my heart which is sad cuz of all the shit hes put me thro.. but idk.. sumtin about that night when we had that talk juss wow! idk its weird talkin about him like this again.. i mean he put me thro a lot of shit! n yet i still talk to him like his my friend! idk.. me n him had a talk today... we were talkin about how i was alwats the one to get him to calm down when he was about to get in trouble ^_^ he said that i was the only person who really gets him... ^_^ that made me feel great! idk.. sometimes i wish he would of never done that shit to me! but im kinda happy he did cuz now im with sean!! ^_^...... but keshawn asked me to move to his dads w/ him 2day... i was like omg! some1 who actually is willing to take me away from this shit hole ypsi!!! but i couldnt leave it well i could but not w/o ne of my friends n sean!! idk.. i think about the past n wonder wut it would be like now if keshawn never did that shit! but idk.. i guess he had to of done that shit to me for a reason.. i mean i did say i loved his best friend while datin him... but that wasnt my fault... i couldnt say i loved him cuz i had all these feelings still w/ josh.. idk.. thats prolly why he did that shit! idk... oh well... idk ne more tho... i mean i miss him a lot n hes a good friend! n i wish that maybe sometime we could hang again... but at the rate hes goin.. ill prolly never see him again... idk tho! as long as im with the one that i love the most! then im happy!! *I Love You Sean!!!* ne who! howd i get from talkin about totp to keshawn.. idk..
~ i remember keshawn tellin me how he felt about me there when i was about to fucking kill myself cuz he did sumtin! wow! i guess thats a bad thing.. but also a good thing... idk..
~ i remember talkin to cat about cuttin n stuff... n i remember when every1 got pissed at us cuz we wanted to talk.. wow! ppl get pissed UBER easy... but so do i so i cant talk!!
~running away from ne1 w/ cat so we can talk!! *hehe* fun fun!
~saying "take your top off" to some guy n the guy actually doing that! THAT WAS HAWT!!!
um... i dont remember ne thing else good that happened...
bad::
~me almost killing myself cuz of what keshawn did!!
~me n cat gettin into a fight cuz she saw me w/ a piece of glass... n she thought i was gunna cut.. lil did she know i was gunna do more! *sowwie cat i loves you!!*
~aunnica like turnin every1 again me n cat cuz we wanted to talk alone!!
~every1 over by the fountain n clock tower walkin around it.. n then i left to chase after keshawn cuz i wass pissed at him... n then coming back n every1 left cat there by her self >_< *sowwie cat*
~me wanting to die everynite i went there by the end of the nite..
sowwie this entry is UBLEY long... i have a lot to say... yah so ne wayz... idk ne more..... im really upset right now... n im worried.. n i dont kno why.. i have a feelin that sometin bad happened today.. but idk... wow! i hope nuttin bad happened.. i mean hate it when bad things happen.. but idk.. i dont know how i agreed to move here from dundee.... i swear my life was good there.. i wansnt upset er pissed then.. well i was after that one night when... nvm! but yah... i miss dundee sooo much i hope to go back there some day n visit er sumtin... gawd! i miss almost every1 from there!! ecspecially peach fuz!! *hehe* he was the best! even tho he was like as old as my sis... but oh well.... i went there one time since i moved from there... n that was on my way to ohio... but we juss stoped at a gas station.... n that was like not really all in dundee... idk.... sumtimes i juss wish that we never moved from there.. but then again im happy we did cuz i wouldnt be friends w/ the ppl i am friends w/ 2day.. n i woulda never met sean! *the one i love ohsoverymuch!* but yah... imma go cuz this entry is long enough...
much love
x:X.Sara.X:x
I Love You Sean!!