An open letter to a boy lacking a clue:

A memory flashed today. People started passing around the "Are you ok?"'s and the "What's wrong?"'s like beer at a college frat party as the eyes that once burned strong and still gave in to the 'oh so popular' waterworks. One blink, and a fake "I'm fine." uttered without knowledge and life goes on, With ( Read more... )

It's amazing how much you can hold on to someones words. Become dependent on them. Downright fall in love with them. It's amazing how much power a few letters cleverly stringed together can have over a person. It's scary how you can look up to a person. It's scary when you look up to that person a whole lot more than you even knew yourself. But you ( Read more... )

you know it amazes me how many things can be going through your head at one time yet you can still feel as though nothing is the matter. maybe it's a side effect of the overload our brains just can't comprehend the whole thing. it seems like when things go wrong it's the most terrible thing in the world but when nothings going on at all we're ( Read more... )

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me real
I thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have

Pieces - Sum 41

Yeah that ( Read more... )

And after a few times you ask yourself why do you get close to a person even grow to love someone if they're just going to have to leave you in the end. Whether it be in death or love it all ends the same. Someone leaving you to be alone in this world too big for one person. It's like irony and fate are too close in hand. you work you ass off to be ( Read more... )

Well i know i'm really behind on posts so i figure i'll start from the beginning so this is gonna be about the concert i went to, All-American Rejects and The Academy Is... yeah it was a great concert. Um let's see i got there waited in line for a half an hour to get in freezing our asses off in the snow, that was an adventure but it was worth it. ( Read more... )

Hey well i haven't updated in a while so get ready for a long entry.....well i'm not sure where to start, we won our soccer game on senior night against yough 1-0 so that was cool so now we've won 2 which is still better than the boy's record.I went to the football game on friday with kasey it was fun we walked around mostly and froze our asses off ( Read more... )

well yesterday was interesting to say the least. Sarah, mel, jessi, and alyssa came over at 4 for my birthday then we went to the fright farm. It scared the hell outta us but was hilarious at the same time. Don't try and understand my logic you'll be confused your whole life lol. When we were on the hay ride this person jumped up on the wagon and ( Read more... )