Through rough experience, I have found out that my state of mind reflects itself in just about everything I do. That being said, I am a complete mess. Usually, these periods of confusion and frustration are temporary, left only to be pacified by short lived promises and then the cycle starts again. When will I stop driving into my destruction ( Read more... )

life is nice  : ]

I just really feel like complaining so here it goes. Lately I have just been trying to get back into the groove of things. I can't remember how long it took me last semester or how long it takes anyone else for that matter to just get back into the school routine. I just can't understand why it's so hard for me right now  :( plus i recently got a ( Read more... )

It 's sad to say that at the end of only the first week of classes I already feel behind and terribly tempted to skip classes : ( my schedule forces me to be on campus from just about 9-6 three days out of the week so ehhhh. And the fucking heat!! I can't imagine why people aren't dropping to the ground from heat exhaustion...it really is insane ( Read more... )

so...i'm not really sure whats going with my lj account...but since my password only works on certain days, i may make a new account.

in other news, i hate boys.

So things have really been mundane lately and I can't stand it. I think I'm going to start volunteering at the VA again and/or perhaps start the job hunting process just to add something to my weeks. I feel like I'm stuck in a rut and I just want to get out. I might spend a weekend in Orlando with my friend just to clear my thoughts and get feeling ( Read more... )

does anyone have recommendations for a good read?

So the other night I was taking a walk and the cutest cat in the world followed me back home. I know she belongs to one of the neighbors because I walked her back that night, but she won't stay home. I saw her again a few nights ago and she was drinking water from like the gutter so I gave her some water and now she won't leave the front door. It's ( Read more... )

i am so sick of waiting. get over here already.

new tampa is in desperate need of a  24/7 coffee shop.