I'm alive. It's all very compliciated. I know I was dead. I was in heaven but the Powers that be knew something was missing I wasn't completely happy. They also knew I would never be completely happy or completely at rest because I had given Willow part of my soul. So because of everything we had done here. They decided to give me another chance. If I could pass their tests. I did but by the time I had passed their tests they said they had on final test for me and they told me everything that Willow had done and what had Happened to SunnyDale. They told me everything and then they asked if I could love someone like that and if I really wanted a second chance at life. They said if I chose life I would be thrown out of Heaven immediately and I chose her, Willow I chose Life. So here I am alive. The Powers that Be gave me money, my driver's license, and they erased my death certificate. I had just been given life and was wanderiing the streets when I ran into Mr. Giles. We went to a diner and I ate while we talked. Later that evening I was wandering and thought I saw Buffy so I followed her. I followed her to a video store and was staying out of sight until I tripped over her because she had crouched down and I didn't see her. She showed me to the Hotel that I'm staying in now. The next day I was wandering around Cleveland and saw Willow. I surprised her by coming up behind her and talking to her. we talked breifly then I kissed her. *smiles* It was the greatest feeling in the world to finally kiss the woman I love again. She showed me the new slayer central. Right after I left as I was walking down the street I ran into Dawnie. We talked for a few moments while I led her back to her house. We have plans to make pancakes Don't forget Dawnie.