Hello everyone I haven't updated in awhile but anyhow what a week. I was really happy that you called me Lidya cuz I was going crazy not hearing from you. =* But I hope I didn't give you the wrong impression cuz I really am interested in you. =P So I've been sick with a cold thanks to my seven year old nephew, these past few days. It was a good day ( Read more... )

I have never hated anyone or will but if I ever did or do you would be the first and maybe only one on my list. Never in my wildest dreams would I think that the one to deliver the final blow would be you. I always thought that privilege would go to my dad or to drugs or someone special down the line. So when you ask and asked over and over again, ( Read more... )

So I'm updating funny huh...=P While there's three reasons why I hadn't. One I have a lot of haters that know this site. Two I wanted the person that I wrote the last entry about to read it...So they could feel like shit too.>=) (My Face! Copy Right 2001) But I know he doesn't care the fucker! >=X Three I have a new site if you want it just ask me ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long ass time! lol! But anyhow how is everyone hopefully your good. I know it seems like I'm always down but it's only cuz I never feel like writing when I'm happy or normal lol cuz then I end up thinking of some hardcore downer shit. And Scott you suck how come you took me off your buddy list g your cool. =/ So anyhow I'm ( Read more... )

I fake a smile for you cuz your the only one who cares to see one out of me. I'm lost in a world of shadows and endless lame. The grass isn't greener on the other side it's just as bad. I'm sad, I'm mad, and most of all I'm falling into your trap that there is a way out for me when it's just in the end me running away again.

You see one then the ( Read more... )

I know I haven't written in like forever lol but whatever. I had fun camping, the rich people's house and at this small bad ass boat house. I went to go see my friend Robert in Plumdale not this weekend but the one before that and we stuffed our faces lol not cuz we were high lol okay yeah that's why. But I had fun and I miss him. Yesterday I got ( Read more... )

Lmfao Hello Dear Journal! =) Lol I'm going camping for the first time ever in my life lol I'm leaving tonight if not tomorrow morning and wont be back till next sunday lol. Afterword I will be staying at my friend's super rich aunts house for a week and will be tended to by a butler and maid. Lol I wish everyday was like that. I just hope I don't ( Read more... )

Dear Journal,
                    Life is going fucking great. I started hanging out with some of my old punk friends from Van Nuys High School witch means more party's, hot girls, and drugs. So who ever thinks I'm gone look back at stupid shit talking behind my back and whatever else has happened is a moron! Lol so anyways like I said in the ( Read more... )

They all wanna talk when I'm not around ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. How are you doing? Hopefully okay. I am going to start thinking more positively and try to be happy because it seems like even my close friends are starting to turn on me. So if any of you are starting to fall down the same path turn around while you still can and run for it you don't want to end up on this side. Just remember you ( Read more... )