feel how you want to feel thats ok im sure we can talk it out when you feel like it.

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tonight i was cool lol

yeah even throughg i was quiet

i became one of the cool kids of vegas

thanx for hanging out with me now everyone is jealous

austin and rachel the coolest kids heh heh

otherwise im tired

I miss going and getting tea

I MISS JUSTIN!!
I MISS SCOTT!
I MISS JASON!
I MISS NICKI!
I MISS CRISTINA!
I MISS CHRIS!
I MISS BRITTNEY!
I MISS JENN!
I MISS MIKE!
I MISS ADAM!
I MISS LYNDSAY!

i wake up everyday and kinda just drift from my room to the bathroom and kinda just wait for myself to come into focus...
im scared that one day i wont.
im scared of not feeling that way anymore about anyone...
why did it end there and then die and come back and die again?
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tonight has been strangly lonly
and i think its my fault
well w/e
im just chillin so if u got my nizumber u can call me : )

things with AWOD are going good we feel a little burnt until we get practicing so in good time....

in other news i need to get my head on straight cause i feel a bit lost as to what im supposed to be feeling i just kinda roll with it.

and my comp. been fixed so ill be rocking the online skills again soon. : )

much love,Autin

bummer

just chillin with some freinds and nuthing new to report nuthin new at all

LISTEN NOW!!!!!
NW
NOW
NOW
THE METAL!!
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