Today was Amazing! I got so much weight moved off my shoulders. i got the tears i needed to see from him. i saw his soul and know we are meant to be together at this moment in our lives. last night i prayed that things wuld work out and we could be happy as can be with no regrets and no waste of time. every event that took place today lead up to ( Read more... )

so much has changed jeeze! well i got a new bf hes cool its legit his name is dennis hartsell we just smoke weed andwatch movies all day lol... so my best friend for forever it seems has left for the airforce :( im really going to miss craig erickson he was like my brother. what sucks is matt is leaving in jan my real brother then if dennis and ( Read more... )

ok so the other day me craig nick and steven all went to this hellla SKetcH spot on snohomish river you have to stand of this wooden spike and lean forward grab some loose ass rusty latter then reach over and grab the tower.... i was not down and i missed out on chillin with nick before he went to impationt. so i thought about it after alot like i ( Read more... )

ok so john is back in town!! guess what! mother fucker came out 5 days before he tolad anyone and spent it with jen/ larry. well hes over at larrys again tonight fuck that shit its boring me and he wants me to move out to arizona and fuckin live with him and jen WHAT!!! no way they PDA so much and i just aint about to watch someone mnaking out all ( Read more... )

ugh i might be moving to arizona

omg! i was just thinking about the old times when alls i had to hang out with was my brothers lol its so sad how close we all used to be lol i dunno seems like latly everything that ive ever used to love just forcefully floated out of my life and then i learned to live without them but i still miss them and love them so much, like john larry mom ( Read more... )

WELL!!! WHAT A WEEK!!!! fuck man ok thanksgiving was tight been house sitting having people all over for 3 day except last night, because i got home from work and fell asleep this was one thirty am lol! then i woke up 530 so now im really bored. " i realized after reading my past entries that im always concerned about what i look like so its time ( Read more... )

so just had thanksgiving and it was pretty legit im done smoking pot for one month and today was the first day not doing it in forever lol. jlo is back together with fucking jen lol i think she is only using him for his social status in arizona but only time will tell how fucking fucked up that bitch is anyway he doesnt know that i know and i hope ( Read more... )

lol ok so The infamous night in the mustang! yesterday i got approved for an auto loan and i wanted a mustang so, i got a 2000 mustang GT black on yellow neatless to say this car was fucking Sick! so i get it right... then everyone is throwing fits like you cant afford it blah blah blah i know this however its still a mustang GT its fucking bad ass ( Read more... )

howdy fucking doo im so bored right now im high for my last night ever everyone! lol so hard to say that but im done with it its sorta trashy the way im doing it latly but its only fun because it remindes me how much me and my best friends had when im high. but i need to stop playing and get focused on the now and not the past tomorrow im going to ( Read more... )