I've been really sad lately.
I know I want to be an actress + a singer...but I don't feel that passion for it right now. I dont know why, maybe I'm just really pressured or something. Depression, aint the best thing in life.
I hope I feel better soon.

Love,
Ay.

[FRIDAY]- After school Bryan came home with me, and he will be coming home with me every Friday for a while now that I've taught him how to play guitar lol! Good job babe, really proud of ya! Every Good Boy Does Fine! F.A.C.E! Lol 1st fret 1st string...what is it?!? F! good job! Wow funny stuff. So then, Ashley came over, and Bryan took a shower, ( Read more... )

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YESTERDAYYesterday was ok, during the day atleast, because the night-time was (and you can quote me...c'mon, go ahead...quote me!) FUCKING awesome! One of the best night's I've ever had. During the morning and afternoon I didn't do anything except babysit for Austin, and Nikki -n- Jessie came over and we chilled. We watched Austin Powers: ( Read more... )

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I'm really tired, and sick :( ::sniffles:: . I need a big hug too lol. But anyway, I passed my 9 weeks assesments, hooooorraaaay! Whatever, I just want to go to New York really badly. I miss it so much, I mean 8 years man! 8-freaking-years! I'm bored, and I feel as if I'm slipping into a state of unconciousness, which means the delirium is starting ( Read more... )

Bueno tan era anoche probablemente uno del más divertido, mas derrota las noches que he tenido en un rato. ¿Quiero este niño Matt denominado, el derecho? Así, él sabe que yo lo quiero, y todavía. ..he preguntará Brittney Roberts fuera detrás de mi espalda. ¡Así, yo los tiro sobre, y yo lo hago la pregunta fuera delante de mí. ..but que él hace no, ( Read more... )

Hey, This is my all spanish post so enjoy. If you're that interested in reading it...then find an online translator lol. Enjoy ( Read more... )

I'm listening to Iris....by the Goo Goo Dolls. It's a sad song, but I love it. Boston WON last night...that's right they WON! You hear that all you Yankee fans, THEY WON! IN YOUR HOMETOWN! IN MY HOMETOWN LOL! (But don't worry Yanks you're still my no.2 team!!) Tonight they play again, and I think they're gonna win...hopefully atleast. I got money ( Read more... )

Well...so far it's only Tuesday, and it's already been one hell of a week. Yesterday, I went home in 3rd hour cause I pulled a few muscles playing basketball, and I felt icky. So yeah, I took a few naps at home, had ham on italian bread, and then I felt dandy again. But then....I got a phone call. It was about 3:40, and school had let out 10 ( Read more... )