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i dont konw which one i like more.... help.

do you ever get the feeling that you're just not good enough, and never will be?

i hate you.

i hate you.

...i hate me.

wow. last night i was so inceadibly bored and my mother wouldnt take me anywhere, and sam was out at a movie, andi was going to go to church, but ben wasnt going.. and whats church without him? so he invited me to go see a movie with him, but we ended up not catching eachother in time. plus, he was going with a bunch of people i dont know. no fun ( Read more... )

uggghhh. its friday. and i have no plans.

its going to be a lonely weekend. :(.

school sucks. blah blah blah. school sucks.

post a memory of me in my comments. it can be anything you want.

then put this in your journal to see what people remember about you.

um.. do that.

im getting lost inside of myself again. bringing myself down. i can almost predict every move im going to make. my life is a revolving door. i think i get rid of a feeling. a change. things get better. but i know if i change what im doing, that feeling, or action is going to come back and smash into me from behind. i never see it coming. now i do. ( Read more... )

i had the best time with paige this weekend. we saw mean girls with cindy, meg, and juliann on friday night. and it was super. i loved it. and we went to bed kinda early, we were sleepy. and then we got up at 6:20 this morning so we could get ready for the boat. so we got there at like 8. and we left around 9. the boat ride there was fun. we did ( Read more... )