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I went to the doctor today to see if I can go off anti-depressants and I guess I can't? I don't understand...shouldn't it be my decision? She's like, "well high school is hard and I really think you should stay on them." How the hell does she know whether I need to stay on them or not!!!?!?! I think I would know. Ugh this is stupid. When do I get ( Read more... )

I am 17% Emo.

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I'm really tired of myself. There's so many things that I want to change about myself but I can't. Austin's right, I always let myself down. I just need more modivation and I dunno what else. UGH.

These infinite thoughts of you

how you held me close

then threw me against the cement wall

like I was nothing.

I wait for this perfect feeling

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Wow my mom is so paranoid and annoying in general. Laura's coming to pick me up and she's like, "I don't want you being in the car if there's a lot of people so if a lot of people start coming, you need to come home." That's ridiculous. I don't even want to think about what kind of rules she will put on me once I can drive myself. It's sooo stupid ( Read more... )

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"A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer ( Read more... )

At school...very exciting..My mom said I didn't have to go to class because I didn't memorize my stupid monologues. I'm very glad I don't have to go. I'm kinda sick of the whole class thing ( Read more... )

1.Pick a band and answer only using the band's song titles: Radiohead
2. Are you male or female: I might be wrong
3. Describe how you feel about yourself: Lucky
4. Your best piece of advice: Stop Whispering
5. Describe your last relationship:  I Fell Away
6. Describe your last crush: Creep
7. Say something to someone you have a crush on: Wish You Were ( Read more... )