So I thought today appropriate to write a journal entry. It's the first day of a new year. I went back and read a bunch of my old entries. I probably read back more than a year ( Read more... )

I can't believe I havent written in this since september. I dont even know why Im writting now. I guess I just feel somewhat compelled to do so ( Read more... )

So I really dont write in this anymore. For some reason though I keep it, and say that Im going to take the time and actually write in it more often ( Read more... )

I bet you all think you're really cute and funny with this. The fact that the group exists is not what pisses me off. I dont care that you hate me. Be childish and act like you're in 6th grade and start an "I hate Jess Hall!" group. Im actually getting a kick out of the fact that you all started the group in the first place. The fact that you took ( Read more... )

So let me just say that if the wrong person were to have crossed my path today (and yes this entire entry, or paragraph, is aimed at one sad excuse for a human being. well, maybe two) I would have ripped their hideous face(s) off. Keep my name out of your mouth. It's for your own good. And for all intensive purposes, you might want to keep Randy's ( Read more... )

So Liz and Nicole are sitting on my floor talking about hibitual liars and boy issues. I cant really join in on that. Well let me not lie. I really could cause I have this continuous thing going on with someone that could let me in on that entire conversation. But I dont care to talk about it anymore. I saw something last night that changed my ( Read more... )

So its been a little less than forever since I've updated this thing. I dont know why. I have the time. I sit in my room sometimes, with nothing to do, and think I should write in this thing but dont. I just cant think of anything too terribly witty to say anymore. I should write in it more though, as an outlet. Cause Im like 10 times as miserable ( Read more... )

I was fooled for a long time. Maybe I still am. I'm just a sucker. I dont think I'll ever be able to say no to you.

I need to learn to stick up for myself. In EVERY situation. Not just ones that come to the matter of my heart. But I dont, simply because I avoid confrontation. Im afraid to upset people. So I suffer. I stay upset because my ( Read more... )

Maybe I spoke too soon. Maybe it was too good to be true. Maybe I just dont know what life holds for me anymore. Maybe I'll just wait it out and see.

I still love you more than I ever did. We will be fine. I just know it. <3 ( Read more... )

Im absolutely lovin life right now. Seriously. I have got the best friends anyone could ever ask for.

Randy~ I can't even try to describe or explain to you what you mean to me. You amaze me more as each day goes by and I just know that things will turn out so fabulously for you boo-face. Continue on the path you are and you will go so far in ( Read more... )